England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
She had many high qualities. In worldly affairs she was generous and
disinterested. Her word was inviolable; she gave it rarely, and never
broke it. She was devoted to her blind old nurse, and patient with her
infirm aunt. Her temper was calm and enduring; she had in her something
of the spirit which makes martyrs, and could have borne persecution with
unshaken fortitude. She never spoke of religion, and I doubt if she had
any religious feeling; but she was charitable to the poor; she had
sympathy for their misery and compassion too for bodily suffering: I
remember that once, when I cut my hand rather severely, she showed a
concern which even I felt to be sincere. Had I been wholly in her power,
and provoked her to the utmost, I knew she would neither have ill-used me
herself, nor allowed me to be neglected by others. Her hatred was
pitiless; yet in one sense it was not mean, for it disdained to inflict
useless pangs. She had an object in tormenting me, but to do so gave her
no pleasure. I know that had I not been so tenacious of the affection of
Cornelius, so obstinate and proud, she would never have sought my ruin;
but she was not one to brook the rivalry or opposition even of a child; I
chose to place myself in her path, and she treated me as an obstacle to
be removed, or, if that failed, to be conquered, and, if needful,
crushed.
She was one of those outwardly calm persons whose real nature can never
be known, unless when drawn forth by something or some one. I do not
think that one action to be concealed had marked her life until we met.
We were antagonistic principles, and, from our conflict, the worst points
of each were displayed. But for her Cornelius would never have suspected
my jealous nature; but for that jealousy he would never have known the
real character of his betrothed. Even Kate, though she had never liked
her, was, as I afterwards learned, taken by surprise, and declared,
"Cornelius had had a most fortunate escape from marrying such a cruel,
treacherous woman." Was Miriam such? I do not think so. True, she had
little principle, and was not stopped by falsehood when she held it
necessary: but she was never cruel, never treacherous without a purpose.
She might have been good but for one mistaken idea--that good and evil
are indifferent in themselves; and great but for one sin--self-idolatry.
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