England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
How did he bear it? This was a question neither his sister nor I could
have answered. He had gone out on the night of the discovery, sent forth
by that impulse which in great grief urges us to seek spots no eye can
haunt, and the calm silence, so soothing to the troubled senses and
wounded heart, of our mother nature. He came in the next morning, looking
worn and weary, like one who had wandered far, vainly seeking peace. His
sister looked at him sadly, and said, in her gentlest tones--
"It is hard. Cornelius."
He looked up in her face and replied calmly, "It is, Kate; but there is
no sorrow that cannot be crushed and conquered."
Pride, stung at having been so deceived, made him shun sympathy, and
forbade him to complain. He struggled against his bitter grief in manful
spirit. He quietly called me up one morning to the studio, there to
resume the sittings for the Stolen Child; in the course of the same week
he procured two Gipsy sitters, and gave to work his whole mind, heart,
and energies. Yet there were moments when his hand flagged, when his look
became drearily vacant, when it was plain that not even all the might of
will could compel attention any longer. There were other signs too which
I heeded.
A mile down the lane rose a homely little house of God, consecrated to
the worship of that faith which, like their country, was only the more
dear to Cornelius and Kate for the insults daily heaped upon it. There,
Sunday after Sunday, with a brief interruption, I had for three years sat
and knelt by the side of Cornelius, and taken a childish pleasure in
reading from the same book. But now--and I was quick to notice it--though
his hand still held the volume, his eyes no longer perused the page with
mine; in his abstracted face I read a worship far more intense, inward,
and sorrowful than the quiet attention of old times. Once, as we walked
home together, he asked me what the sermon had been about.
But nothing endures in this world. The grief of Cornelius was not of a
nature to be brooded over for ever: we never knew exactly when he
recovered his inward serenity, but that he recovered it, an event which
occurred in the course of the winter proved beyond doubt.
One afternoon, when both Kate and her brother were out, Mr. Smalley
called. He had obtained a living somewhere in the North, and was come to
bid us adieu. He expressed much regret that his friend and Miss O'Reilly
should not be at home, and inquired after them with his usual benignant
gentleness.
"They are both quite well; and are you too quite well, Mr. Smalley?" I
asked, for as he sat before me, his slender frame slightly bent, I could
not but be struck with the pallor and thinness of his face.
"I am very well indeed," he replied with a smile, "and in a very happy--
though not, I hope, too elated--frame of mind, which is natural enough
considering my recent good fortune. Rugby--have you ever heard of Rugby,
my dear?"
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