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He smiled, and we walked on. There were woods about Leigh, and I took him
to one, where we lingered, until its glades and avenues, instead of a
golden light pouring in from above through the green foliage, were lit up
from beneath by the long, red streaks, of a low, setting sun. As I write,
there rises before me a vision of a mossy dell, low sunk down and
overshadowed by three wide-spreading oaks, beneath which Cornelius and I
sat during the still and burning hours of noon. There was little
sketching, yet what we said and of what we conversed I know not now. But
memory will sometimes keep the aspects of outward nature, when that which
impressed them on the mind has faded away and is lost for ever. I had
often seen that wood before, but on no day do I seem to have felt so much
the calm of its silence, the freshness of its deep shadow, the sweetness
of its many murmurs, ever rising from unknown depths, and dying away
again as mysteriously as they had awakened. Never do I seem to have
breathed in with so much delight, that wild forest fragrance sweeter than
the perfumes of any garden.
Thus passed not merely that day, but many other days, of which I remember
still less. There is always something vague and dreamy in the memory of
happiness. Seen from afar, that time is like a sunny landscape, beheld
through light and warmth. Dazzled and enchanted, you scarcely know what
the passing hour was like, and scarcely remember afterwards what it has
been; all that remains is a warm, golden hue cast over all things, and
such to me was then in the present, and is in memory, the presence of
Cornelius.
At the end of a delightful fortnight, I wakened to the consciousness
that, though Cornelius went out sketching daily, he sketched very little;
and that the two rainy days we had been obliged to spend at home, had
been devoted to the task of teaching me Italian, and to nothing else. The
little back parlour had been destined, by Kate, to be her brother's
studio; but though Mary Stuart stood there, with her face turned to the
wall, there came no intimation of a successor to this hapless lady.
"Decidedly," I thought, "things cannot go on so." Accordingly, the
morning, when, after breakfast, Cornelius stepped up to me, and said:
"Where is it to be to-day?"
I put on a grave face, and replied:
"I must stay at home to-day, Cornelius. I cannot leave everything to
Kate, you know."
"Very true," answered he, submissively.
"Therefore, whilst you are out sketching, I shall just sit here in the
window, with work-box and work-basket, and make up for lost time."
Before I knew what be was about, the chair was in the window, and near it
stood the work-box and work-basket. I felt a little confused at his
civility, for which I was, however, going to thank him, when I saw him
draw a chair near mine.
"Are you not going out?" I asked.
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