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I lost all patience. I felt my face flush, and turning round on
Cornelius, I put by at once all the filial reverence of years.
"Cornelius!" I exclaimed, indignantly, "you are as capricious as a
spoiled child. How can a man of your age indulge in such whims?"
"I am not so old as to have my age thrown in my face!" he replied,
looking piqued. "I am only a few years beyond legal infancy."
"You ought to be ages beyond thinking and speaking as you do. If you have
no faith in yourself, why do you paint at all? If I were a man, I would
rather be a shoemaker or a tailor, than an artist without faith."
"On my word," said Cornelius, looking very angry, "you do speak
strongly."
"Because _I_ have faith in you," I replied, passing my arm around his
neck, and looking into his averted face. "Call the picture bad, but do
not say you have no genius. It cuts me to the heart, indeed it does.
Besides, I cannot believe it. I never look at your face, but I seem to
see the word 'Genius' written there."
And, as I spoke, I laid my lips on a brow where eyes less prejudiced than
mine might have read the same story. A sudden and burning glow overspread
the features of Cornelius; he looked another way, and bit his lips, as if
seeking for calmness, as striving to curb down that impatient fever of
the blood which, in good or in evil, it is always a sort of pain to
betray. I half drew back, thinking him vexed again, but he detained me;
and turning towards me a flushed and troubled face, he said with a forced
laugh:
"Your head has been turned by reading those Lives of the Painters, and
you want to turn mine too. To satisfy you, I should be the first painter
in England."
"In England!" I echoed; "in Christendom, Sir."
"Rather high-flown, Daisy. Besides that it sounds like a reminiscence of
the seven champions."
"High-flown! Ambition is a bird of high feather, Cornelius. I would scorn
to aim at the second place when there is the first to win."
"Oh! you witch!" he said again, "how well you know me!"
"What has become of the evil spirit that possessed you?" I asked,
smiling.
"Gone to the winds for the present," he answered gaily.
"Well then work."
"Not yet. Let us rest awhile."
He sat down on a low couch by the open window, and made me sit down by
him. Since his return, I had not seen his face wear so free and happy a
look, as it then wore. His brilliant and deep-set hazel eyes shone
beneath the dark arch of the brow, with unusual light, and rested on me
with a triumphant tenderness that perplexed me; a warmer glow tinged his
cheek, embrowned by a southern sun. There lurked both joy and exultation
in the half smile that trembled on his lips: like his sister, he had a
very beautiful and fascinating smile; and, as I now gazed at him. I could
not help smiling, too, for I thought I had never seen him look half so
handsome. In the freak of the moment, I told him so.
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