England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Then I stay with you and Kate," I cried throwing my arms around his
neck.
"Will you?" he said with a wistful look, and pressing me to his heart for
a moment; but the next he put me away with a deep sigh, and added:
"No, Daisy, you cannot, and would not if you could. Do not interrupt me:
I have much to say, and I must go far back. You know how your parents
married?"
"Secretly, I believe."
"Yes: one evening your mother, then a girl of your age, left her father's
house; she never came back, and died, soon after your birth, a
disobedient, unforgiven child."
I was sitting by Cornelius with my hand in his, and my head resting on
his shoulder.
"He is not my father," I thought, "yet never could I forsake him thus."
He continued:
"This you know, but I scarcely think you know how bitterly your father
repented this act of his youth. He often spoke of it to me. 'Cornelius,
never rob a man of his child,' he said, 'it is a great sin.' He was
right, Daisy; it is a great sin; I felt it then; I feel it far more now;
for though you are not my child, I have reared you, and I know that
affection is jealous; that to resign a daughter to a stranger, must
always be bitter, but that to have her actually stolen from you; to be
robbed of the pleasant thing which has for years been your delight and
pride, to feel that it is gone beyond recall, the property of another, I
know that this is too sharp a pang for speech, almost for thought. I have
thought of such a thing; I have thought that another man might step in
between you and me, that he might rob me, whilst I looked on powerless
and deserted. My God!" he suddenly added, pressing me closer to him, his
eyes kindling, his lips trembling, "I have also thought that if it were
not for your sake, there was nothing I would not have the heart to do to
that man."
"You have thought that?" I said, reproachfully, "as if such a thing could
ever happen, Cornelius."
"If I speak so," he replied, "it is to show you what may be the feelings
of the wronged father, and when he is a high-minded man like your father,
of him by whom he had been wronged. It was the knowledge of this that
made me take you to Mr. Thornton. Oh, how could I be so blind as to call
in a stranger to share with me the exclusive and precious privilege
Heaven had bestowed, but which I knew not then how to prize! You know,
Daisy, that when you were at Mrs. Gray's, I wrote to Mr. Thornton, to
obtain back again the boon my folly had forfeited; he cared little for
you; he knew you were fretting to return; he consented, but on a
condition, to the fulfilment of which I pledged my word--that word,
Daisy, which it is death to a man's honour to break--that, whenever he
wished it, you were his to claim. He was abroad then, but he returned
about a week ago, and his first act has been to write and remind me of my
promise."
"You pledged yourself for me, Cornelius?" I said dismayed.
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