England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Oh! Daisy, forgive me. I acted as I thought your father would have
wished me to act; besides, I could not have had you otherwise."
"And Mr. Thornton actually wants me!" I exclaimed desperately.
"Yes," sadly replied Cornelius.
"But I do not want him; I will not have him, or his wealth, Cornelius."
"He offers you no wealth, my poor child. Every one knows that his
extravagance has made him poor; the estate is mortgaged and entailed; his
personal property is small; he has little to give, nothing to bequeath.
He is still, as when you knew him, wrapped up in his books."
"Then what does he want me for, Cornelius?"
"To be the charm of his home, and the delight of his heart and eyes,"
replied Cornelius, in a voice full of love, fondness, and sorrow. "To be
to him all that you have been, and never more can be to me. I knew not
how to value you formerly; and now that you have become all I could
imagine, I am not allowed to possess you in peace! Scarcely have I
recovered from the dread of seeing you throw yourself away on a mere boy,
scarcely do I deem myself secure, when peril comes from the quarter
whence I least feared it, and I am despoiled of my heart's best
treasure."
"If you liked me," I said, in a low tone, "you would not, because you
could not give me up."
"If I liked you!" began Cornelius, but he said no more.
"Yes, if you liked me!" I exclaimed in all the passion of my woe; "if you
liked me, Cornelius, you would feel what I feel--that such a separation
is like death. Tell me that your art requires your absence, I can bear
it; tell me that you are too poor to keep me, that I must go, and earn my
bread amongst strangers, and I shall bear that, too; for I shall look to
a happy future, and a blessed reunion. But this--this, Cornelius, my very
heart shrinks from it. I feel that you are to follow one path; and that,
though my very being clings to you and Kate, I must tread in another, and
see you both for ever receding from before my aching eyes. I am not yet
eighteen, Cornelius, and I am so happy! I cannot afford to waste my
youth, and throw away my happiness; and if you cared for me, would you
not feel so, too?"
I spoke with involuntary reproach.
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