Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Misers -- Fiction
"Yes," she said at length, "I remember now,—I remember the storm coming
on; and the thunder; and the children being so frightened. And your
husband put up his pitchfork. He didn't know any better, I suppose.
But I don't seem to remember anything particular afterwards. Did the
lightning really strike me?"
Mary Davis nodded. "Yes, and my husband too, Daisy."
"Then that is why he is ill in hospital. If he wasn't, I suppose you
could not have come to nurse me. Is he hurt the same as I am?"
"No," Mary said. "His arm is badly burnt, and he is a good deal
scorched beside; but it don't seem to have taken away all his strength
nor made his legs bad, like with you."
"I dare say he is much the worst, really," said Daisy. "And the doctor
doesn't know how long I shall be ill, Nursie?"
"He don't say, Miss Daisy."
"Father wouldn't like me to live on for years, if I couldn't walk,"
said Daisy, with a touching look of sadness. "He wouldn't like the
expense, Nursie. It would be better for me to die."
"Miss Daisy, you mustn't talk so," said Mary.
"But I think it would be better," repeated Daisy. "Father would not
want me, if I could not work for him, and there is nobody else. No
one to take care of me except you, and your husband will want you
by-and-by. Don't you think, Nursie, that perhaps I shall die soon?"
Daisy did not sob, but her chest heaved quickly, and two large tears
fell upon the white sheet.
"I think God knows best what is right for you, dear, and you oughtn't
to want to die sooner than it's His will you should," said Mary, hardly
able to command her voice.
"Yes, He knows best," said Daisy, tears dropping again. "And He loves
me. I haven't been afraid once about dying, all the time I have been
ill. It seemed so easy, when I thought of the Lord Jesus dying for me
on the Cross. But—Nursie, I do feel afraid of having to live a long
while, if I can't stand or work or do anything,—and nobody except
father to take care of me. I'd a great deal rather die."
"I wouldn't be afraid," said Mary, leaning over the bed, and trying
to smile. "If God is able to take care of you when you die, don't you
think He's able to take care of you while you're alive too?"
"Yes,—able," said Daisy in a low voice.
"And don't you think He will, Daisy?"
"I ought to feel sure," said Daisy, with a distressed look. Then she
asked quite suddenly, "Nursie, do you love God?"
"I hope so," faltered Mary Davis.
"I mean real love," said Daisy. "I mean the sort of love that makes you
want to obey Him, and want to be with Him. You didn't in old days, did
you, Nursie?" She always spoke of her childhood's years as "old days."
"No," Mary Davis answered at once, quite decidedly. "I don't say I
hadn't a sort of wish to do right, Miss Daisy, but I didn't really try
to serve God from my heart, and I don't think I loved Him at all."
"And you do now?"
"I hope so," said Mary Davis.
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