Damaged Goods: The great play "Les avariés" by Brieux, novelized with the approval of the author — John Shaqi
Damaged Goods: The great play "Les avariés" by Brieux, novelized with the approval of the authorSinclair, Upton
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Damaged Goods: The great play "Les avariés" by Brieux, novelized with the approval of the author
Sinclair, Upton
Sexually transmitted diseases -- Fiction
Said the doctor: “Five times out of ten, in the chair where you are
sitting, people talk like that, perfectly sincerely. Each one believes
himself more unhappy than all the others; but after thinking it over,
and listening to me, they understand that this disease is a companion
with whom one can live. Just as in every household, one gets along at
the cost of mutual concessions, that’s all. Come, sir, I tell you again,
there is nothing about it that is not perfectly ordinary, perfectly
natural, perfectly common; it is an accident which can happen to any
one. It is a great mistake that people speak if this as the ‘French
Disease,’ for there is none which is more universal. Under the picture
of this disease, addressing myself to those who follow the oldest
profession in the world, I would write the famous phrase: ‘Here is your
master. It is, it was, or it must be.’”
George was putting the prescription into the outside pocket of his
coat, stupidly, as if he did not know what he was doing. “But, sir,” he
exclaimed, “I should have been spared!”
“Why?” inquired the other. “Because you are a man of position, because
you are rich? Look around you, sir. See these works of art in my
room. Do you imagine that such things have been presented to me by
chimney-sweeps?”
“But, Doctor,” cried George, with a moan, “I have never been a
libertine. There was never any one, you understand me, never any one
could have been more careful in his pleasures. If I were to tell you
that in all my life I have only had two mistresses, what would you
answer to that?”
“I would answer, that a single one would have been sufficient to bring
you to me.”
“No, sir!” cried George. “It could not have been either of those women.”
He went on to tell the doctor about his first mistress, and then about
Lizette. Finally he told about Henriette, how much he adored her. He
could really use such a word--he loved her most tenderly. She was so
good--and he had thought himself so lucky!
As he went on, he could hardly keep from going to pieces. “I had
everything,” he exclaimed, “everything a man needed! All who knew me
envied me. And then I had to let those fellows drag me off to that
miserable supper-party! And now here I am! My future is ruined, my whole
existence poisoned! What is to become of me? Everybody will avoid me--I
shall be a pariah, a leper!”
He paused, and then in sudden wild grief exclaimed, “Come, now! Would
it not be better that I should take myself out of the way? At least, I
should not suffer any more. You see that there could not be any one
more unhappy than myself--not any one, I tell you, sir, not any one!”
Completely overcome, he began to weep in his handkerchief.
The doctor got up, and went to him. “You must be a man,” he said, “and
not cry like a child.”
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