Damaged Goods: The great play "Les avariés" by Brieux, novelized with the approval of the authorSinclair, Upton
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Damaged Goods: The great play "Les avariés" by Brieux, novelized with the approval of the author
Sinclair, Upton
Sexually transmitted diseases -- Fiction
But Madame Dupont was quite beside herself. “Very well!” she cried. “If
it is a fault, if it is a crime, if I shall have to suffer remorse for
it in this life, and all the punishments in the life to come--I accept
it all for myself alone! Myself alone, I take that responsibility! It is
frightfully heavy, but I accept it. I am profoundly a Christian sir; I
believe in eternal damnation; but to save my little child I consent to
lose my soul forever. Yes, my mind is made up--I will do everything to
save that life! Let God judge me; and if he condemns me, so much the
worse for me!”
The doctor answered: “That responsibility is one which I cannot let
you take, for it will be necessary that I should accept my part, and I
refuse it.”
“What will you do?”
“I shall warn the nurse. I shall inform her exactly,
completely--something which you have not done, I feel sure.”
“What?” cried Madame Dupont, wildly. “You, a doctor, called into a
family which gives you its entire confidence, which hands over to you
its most terrible secrets, its most horrible miseries--you would betray
them?”
“It is not a betrayal,” replied the man, sternly. “It is something which
the law commands; and even if the law were silent, I would not permit a
family of worthy people to go astray so far as to commit a crime. Either
I give up the case, or you have the nursing of the child stopped.”
“You threaten! You threaten!” cried the woman, almost frantic. “You
abuse the power which your knowledge gives you! You know that it is you
whose attention we need by that little cradle; you know that we believe
in you, and you threaten to abandon us! Your abandonment means the death
of the child, perhaps! And if I listen to you, if we stop the nursing of
the child--that also means her death!”
She flung up her hands like a mad creature. “And yet there is no other
means! Ah, my God! Why do you not let it be possible for me to sacrifice
myself? I would wish nothing more than to be able to do it--if only
you might take my old body, my old flesh, my old bones--if only I might
serve for something! How quickly would I consent that it should infect
me--this atrocious malady! How I would offer myself to it--with what
joys, with what delights--however disgusting, however frightful it
might be, however much to be dreaded! Yes, I would take it without fear,
without regret, if my poor old empty breasts might still give to the
child the milk which would preserve its life!”
She stopped; and George sprang suddenly from his seat, and fled to her
and flung himself down upon his knees before her, mingling his sobs and
tears with hers.
The doctor rose and moved about the room, unable any longer to control
his distress. “Oh, the poor people!” he murmured to himself. “The poor,
poor people!”
The storm passed, and Madame Dupont, who was a woman of strong
character, got herself together. Facing the doctor again, she said,
“Come, sir, tell us what we have to do.”
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