He marched on. He was no longer in the mood to whistle, and the clearer
the White House rose from the bushes, the more embarrassed he felt. He
could already distinguish a kind of rampart, which was surrounded by
trees, and through a breach in the foliage he saw a long, low building,
which from a distance he had never noticed; behind that another one, and
in a black hollow a high flame which quivered up and down. “That must be
a forge; but did they work even on Sundays?”
An incomprehensible desire to cry seized him, and while he blindly ran
on tears gushed from his eyes.
Suddenly he saw a wide ditch before him filled to the edge with water.
He knew very well he could not get across, but obstinacy compelled him
to prepare for a spring, and the next moment the thick and dirty water
closed over him.
He reached land wet to the skin, covered with a layer of morass and
weeds.
He tried to let his clothes dry, sat down on the grass, and looked over
at the White House. He had grown quite despondent, and as he began to
shiver very much, he turned sadly and slowly homeward.
CHAPTER IV.
The summer which followed brought nothing but grief and care to
Meyerhofer’s house. The former owner wished to have the mortgage paid
off, and there was no prospect of any one lending the necessary sum.
Meyerhofer drove to the town three or four times weekly, and returned
home late at night dead drunk. Sometimes he stayed away for the whole
night.
Frau Elsbeth meanwhile sat upright in her bed and stared into the
darkness. Paul often woke when he heard her low sobs; then for a while
he would lie as quiet as a mouse, because he did not want her to know
that he was awake, but at last he would begin to cry, too.
Then his mother became quiet; and if he could not stop crying she got
up, kissed him, and stroked his cheek; or she said,
“Come to me, my boy.”
Then he sprang up, slipped into her bed, and went to sleep on her
shoulder again.
His father often beat him--he seldom knew why; but he took the blows for
granted.
One day he heard his father scolding his mother.
“Do not cry, you blubbering fool,” he said; “you are only here to make
my misery worse.”
“But, Max,” she answered, softly, “will you prevent your family from
bearing your misfortune with you? Must we not keep closer together when
we are so unhappy?”
Then he was moved, said she was his brave wife, and called himself bad
names.
Frau Elsbeth tried to pacify him, bade him confide in her, and be brave.
“Yes, be brave--be brave!” he cried, getting angry again. “It is all
very fine for you women to speak so; you sit at home, and spread your
apron out, waiting humbly for fortune or misfortune to fall into your
laps, just as kind Fate may send it. But we men must go forth into
hostile life; we must struggle and strive and fight with all sorts of
rogues. Away with your warnings! Be brave; yes, indeed, be brave!”
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