Moved by her longings, the girl continued across the living-room;
opened, then closed behind her the bedroom door and stopped beside the
bed. Its absolute flatness, the neat roll of the comforter between its
foot-posts, the prim set of the pillows at its head--all filled her
with realization keen as actual disappointment. She bunched up the
pillows, threw herself upon them and shook out the comforter over her.
With a sob, she tried to clasp to her heart the delusion that a twisted
little shape lay within her arms.
Before she fell asleep she realized that the puppy had followed her
into the room. He had hidden under the bed, evidently, until eased of
fear over his temerity. Her resistance of the whimpers with which he
soon grew emboldened kept her awake for a time. What was he--stupid,
brute atom--that he presumed to offer comfort for her human loss? And
had not he himself deprived her? Quite roughly she pushed away his
exaggeratedly shivering body and repulsed his suggestion that he, too,
was lonely. Let him continue to hide from her sight--let him die of his
loneliness!
And yet---- In those little-girl days of long ago, had _she_ died,
willing though she might have been to offer that apology for her
existence? What would she have done if the father whom she had deprived
had not been merciful to her?
A damp nose in her down-stretched palm emphasized the question. She
should remember that the creature wasn’t hers to mistreat. Jack would
want his dog given the benefit of every doubt. She picked up the recent
bundle of canine pathos--now one of exuberant joy--and permitted him to
wriggle down upon the coverlet.
A sound louder than his dream barks, then a movement more definite than
the twitching of the four feet co-ordinating with the speed at which he
imagined himself running, awakened her. Against the slivers of light
which outlined the door-frame, she saw that the puppy was standing at
attention--hind legs thrust well back, bristles stiff, nose close to
the sill. She sat up and shook herself wider awake. Someone had entered
the sitting-room and made a light.
She would better announce her presence inside than have the dog bark
the announcement for her. With the idea of returning to her own
chamber, she gathered her dressing-gown close around her and opened the
door.
There she stood absolutely still. Everything seemed to halt with her
feet--the beat of her heart, all capability to move or speak, even any
sense of surprise.
Powerless as she felt looked John Cabot.
He was sitting in Jack’s arm-chair, beside the lamp; was looking at
her. The parts of Jack’s broken, pace-setting toy were spread out on
the table. In both hands he clutched the torn magazine in which the boy
had drawn a circle around the dog of his choice. He was pale and gaunt.
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