From the look of him, he must have imagined her a vision. And she made
no move to undeceive him. He was convinced of the reality of the moment
by the puppy. Holding aside the frisking beast, he straightened and
forced himself to speak.
“You mustn’t stay here, Dolores.”
His words, his frown, his harsh tone--all stabbed into the wound of
her solitariness as she had not been stabbed when alone. She could not
manage an answer, except to cross to the hall door. Then, just as her
hand turned the knob----
“For God’s sake, don’t leave me--don’t go!” At her distressed
hesitation, he added a jumble of words. “There is something I’ve been
wanting to say to you--to offer--about your future. Forgive me if I
seem abrupt or rude. I feel the strain of--of recent events. It might
help to talk with someone who understands. Won’t you stay--a little
while?”
Dolores felt more hurt than when he had spoken first, but hurt for him.
Knowing the steel control of the man, she wondered at his mood. She
returned into the room and stood before him, one thought clear in her
mind. So this, then, was what she had been awaiting all along--this
need for companionship of John Cabot?
Usually so punctilious about the courtesies, he remained seated, his
knuckles whitening in his grip of the crumpled magazine. That he now
avoided looking at her filled her with the equivocal sensations of hope
and fear which had unsteadied her that night of the dinner. But she
tried not to feel for herself. She wanted all she was to feel for him.
She saw that he was making an effort to get himself in hand and wished
that she might help him. Yet she hesitated to speak lest she sound some
discordant note.
“I thought it was only Jack I was lonely for--that sitting in his room,
among his things---- But I was deluding myself. I know that now. The
sight of you---- Well, it has not calmed me.”
All too brief a glance he lifted to her startled eyes.
“If I seem strange or--or incoherent---- Dolores, you never could
imagine such loneliness as I’ve been suffering. Every night since I
moved to the club, I’ve been obsessed with the desire to come here. I
knew I shouldn’t trust myself. Last night I tramped the street until
five in the morning to wear out the wish. But to-night it came back
stronger than before. It has half crazed me--has worn me out. I--I am
run down, I guess. I feel like the last half-second of an eight-day
clock.”
At his simile, the girl glanced toward the corner. The hour hand of the
tall old time-piece was exactly where it had been, close to eleven.
She realized why the silence had seemed so intense when she first had
entered the room. Shocked, she leaned closer to John Cabot.
“Jack’s clock,” she murmured. “I wound it only yesterday. It has
stopped.”
As he, too, turned and looked, his face reflected her superstitious
tone. The quiet increased. Everything in their world seemed to have
stopped.
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