He had intended not to speak with her at present. But the wish had
conquered him to-night to hear her assurance that she understood. He
had been a criminal and must work out his sentence. Under a sacred
obligation to protect her, he had injured her at each attempt, from the
finale at the lingerie shop to her present exile. She had shown pity
for his weakness before and perhaps could forgive him now. He never
could himself.
He had been overcome in the moment of his greatest strength, when he
had felt safe in his sorrow. Now, when weakest, he dared not tempt
himself. His only chance of reinstating himself in his own opinion was
to win the fight he had undertaken. Their loyal acquaintance would
explain.
Meantime was she well and would she try to be contented until he could
force a change? And would she believe?
That she did believe steadied Dolores through the discouragement of
another prepaid rent receipt. When the “change” came, it was not of
John’s enforcement. One afternoon Rufus Holt called on her. He came in
on the breeze that wafted him through life. His smile was still cheery,
his manner even more courteous than usual. Yet he was different.
Considerately he attempted to “explain.”
The late chapters of that gilt-bound edition of womanhood, Catherine
Cabot, read like the cheapest of thrillers. Soon after reëstablishing
herself in her husband-less home, she had sent for Dr. Shayle. What had
passed between her and the likable young man whom she had “made” in
a week was best judged by the fact that she un-made him in a day. In
notes, over the telephone and during such informal social functions
as she could make excuse to attend in her mourning, she ruined him
professionally. To his rich practice she expressed her regrets that she
no longer could sponsor him--that his conduct with one who had brought
disgrace to so many had proved him an unfit person to have about the
home in his intimate capacity. All of which reminded Holt that he had a
letter for her.
The envelope which he tendered was addressed to and had been opened
by John Cabot. Above the heading of a Chicago hotel was scrawled the
osteopath’s name. Inside was the request that Mr. Cabot forward to Miss
Trent the unsealed enclosure.
The note to Dolores read:
_Dear You_:
My chief regret is having distressed you. Don’t be distressed about me
any more. Already my hurt is healing, salved by the honor of having
known you. I daren’t forget you, because remembering you is the best
thing in my life at the present moment. Have refused the last bribe
of her who made me what I was--yesterday. Am on my way West where I
can start fair with doctor men who use their powers to help instead of
hinder. The ambition, I find, is not a gift--it’s inherited. You great
little chump, there is only one hope in my heart--may you be happy.
Dear Me.
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