Dolores herself had to guess from whom they came, just as she assumed
John Cabot’s wish that she let him fulfill his promise to Jack “to
look after her” until such time as he thought wise to see her. Rufus
Holt, who had found and advised the new location, had made no
explanation. Even when he had closed her fingers around a roll of five
one-hundred-dollar bills, he had left her to assumption.
But Dolores _knew_. And, knowing, she was in a way content.
Alone except for the Airedale puppy, who had greeted her more
vociferously than the rest of her luggage, she relaxed in her sense
of an all-protective love and tried to live on the significance of
deep-hearted pansies, American beauties and forget-me-nots.
At the end of the fourth week a receipt was tucked under her
living-room door for the second month’s rental in advance. That it
was not for three months--or six--gave her a feeling of anticipation.
A month at a time meant that a change might be expected before the
third payment became due. With the expenditure of each dollar of her
cash-in-hand this feeling increased. Five hundred dollars was a very
great deal of money. But even five hundred would be consumed in time
by one healthy young woman and one fast-growing dog. An all-protective
love must realize that. Perhaps by the time the five hundred was
gone----.
She had to fight her first impulses of extravagance. Her tendency was
to tip unwisely and too well, to order a superfluity of the disguising
veils she had taken to wearing on the long river-side tramps which were
the anticipation of the Airedale’s mornings and the reminiscences of
his puppy dreams at night; to let him grow too fat. Unable to decide
what name for the dog Jack’s old-young mind would have hit upon, she
continued to call him “puppy” or “pups,” as certain unimaginative
people she had known were satisfied with “kittie” for their cat or
“baby” for their child.
Conscientiously allowing herself only legitimate expenditures, Dolores’
gladness increased, as her roll of bills thinned, that it had not been
a thousand, seven hundred, or even six. It might so easily have been
more. Toward the end of the second month she felt hopeful--almost
sure--that the worst soon would be over. The very thought of it dizzied
her with happiness. To see him again, if only for a moment or two----.
But she had to be satisfied with hearing his voice. Rung suddenly from
her sleep one night, she half believed his telephone call a dream
until the metallic sound of his up-hung receiver told her that the
opportunity was passed. Until morning she lay awake, fondling, one by
one, his carefully covered sentences.
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