“You’d be wiser to conceal your aversion,” he advised. “You are going
to accept me whether you wish to or not, just as you have accepted the
office of Low Priestess. In both cases the answer was settled before
the proposition was put. And it is a fair proposition, this last. I am
positively anxious to care for you as much as I can--more, if anything,
than I intend to make you care for me. ‘He that leadeth into captivity
shall go into captivity.’ Don’t you see? I have acknowledged my wish
for one weakness to give you every chance for graceful consent. With
me it is now or never. I feel that you are the one woman-shade who
can teach me--well, what I wish to know. But you won’t get a second
chance. The Great-I-Am is a softy to give man a second chance in the
Redemption. I shall not be that soft regarding you.”
As still she spoke no word, he urged more stressfully:
“Have you no ambition that you scorn the queenship of the Universe?
That’s what my offer means. I have taken none into the secret of
my Great Intention. And until I feel that we are one in spirit as
in state, I shall not fully confide in you. But I’ll say that the
day of my deliverance is close at hand. Soon my supremacy shall be
established from everlasting to everlasting. Ruthlessness shall rule
before the time of the end. How long, do you suppose, can He stand who
is self-acknowledged to be all this weakness called love, against The
Hate, which am I?”
The question he blazed into her eyes, now uplifted to the demand of his.
“Little fool, how dare you hesitate? Consider what you are and who I
am--your smallness and my greatness. Consider Eternity. Hell is my
home-land. I have conquered Earth. High Heaven only is to gain. The
time is near when the Castling from Paradise shall return unto his
own. Judgment shall be damned on that day. And I shall be Jehovah. The
Day--_The Day_!”
In an ecstasy of egoism, he caught the spirit-girl by the shoulders;
willed her up the steps and into his great carved chair.
“Sit you in the seat of the mighty,” he ordered. “Learn the sensation
of gracing a throne. Queen of three worlds--_my_ queen--accept the
salute of your most abject slave!”
Sinking to one knee he lowered his lips to her bare ankle. The spot
they pressed stung as though from nettles, then turned redder than the
rose-bud tied against her instep.
“I am a suppliant, Queen Dolores--I who never was a suppliant before.”
His lips increased in ardor through the contact. “I need you. I want
you. But I want you to acknowledge the need of me. Always have I jeered
at mortal men who plead for favor. I don’t know what’s come over me. I
could take you and make you and break you all in one flash of my will.
And yet--I ask you, Dolores. I _ask_ you.”
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