Strangely enough, his egotism did not offend her. An expression of
power, it bade fair to convince her. Warning herself that she must not
be convinced, she tried to get from his grasp.
But he held her. “I’d love to love you, sweet Grief,” he murmured close
to her lips. “Ask me to kiss you, Dolores, as once you asked a man
of Earth. Beg me to take you, you devil’s desire. Let our moment of
forever start _now_.”
His reminder helped her to tear her will from his and throw it, like
a tangible thing, to the thought of John. Pushing him away, she found
voice to defy him.
“I’ll never ask you. That moment never can start.”
“Fair fiend, don’t try me too far. I want to want you. I desire desire.”
As his fingers closed around Dolores’ throat, she was weakened by the
thought of strangling. She could not speak, either to deny or implore.
“And you,” he rasped, “shall want me to want you until you’ll pray
that your mind may burn to ash from its own ardor. Or will you
teach me willingly--inspire me as you best know how? I prefer to be
your lover--to miss not a nibble of that smooth cheek, my luscious
nectarine. But I am also your legal lord. And I have tutored too many
legal lords of Earth in their brutalities to miss my divine right now.
I am your master. Ask me to kiss you, slave.”
Dolores strove for the sort of courage that had enabled her before
to repel him. Just one strong, good thought might release her. From
the least likely source--his clutch of her--it came. Baby fingers had
clung tight about her throat a few hours since. She was a mother, and
a mother was enslaved only by her motherhood. She freed herself of his
grip; struggled to her feet; started across the room.
“My wager did not include wants of my own,” she defied him. “You ask
more than I can pay.”
“More? I haven’t begun to ask!”
From the closeness of his voice she realized without glancing back that
he was following. The strength of her good thought was scattered by
panic. All she could do was to flee.
She hurried to the windows, but found them shuttered against the storm.
Behind object after object of the room she took a stand, only to desert
it on his near approach.
He, like a fate evil, leisurely, sure to overtake, pursued. He laughed
from excess of exhilaration when the inevitable occurred. Her long
tulle-like veil caught about the winged foot of an illusion of Mercury.
As though by jealousy of the speed god she was tripped; was about to
fall. He caught her.
“Why did you have to stop? This has been _wonderful_--never could be so
wonderful again! Whatever inspired you with the knowledge that the way
to ask is to deny?”
Freeing the veil, he wrapped it around and around her, binding her
hands to her sides.
“Your intuition is keener than all my keenness,” he panted. “Of course
the fleeing woman is the woman one must overtake. To ask me you have
aroused me to ask you. Your lips, Dolores--I ask your lips.”
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