Dolores felt shocked by several perceptions. He had licked his lips;
had called her “my child”; had concentrated his magnetism upon her;
with deliberate intent, was attracting her through the same means used
unintentionally by John Cabot. As he argued, he bent upon her a smile
no more youthful or friendly than that of the lawyer who had won her
confidence only to spoil John’s life and her own. And he wore a scarlet
tie.
He was, in his conversion of her to his will, like each one of those
mortal men who had converted her. In one consummate personality he
combined their characteristics. Everyman was a part of him. He was all
men.
Since detached integrals of himself had brought her irrevocably to
grief on Earth, what chance had she to resist him as a whole? Despite
her guard, the despondent thought must have shown in her face.
“You do not need to answer in words.” His Highness pressed the point.
“The idea of rectitude, grafted onto women by convention, embarrasses
you. Don’t think of yielding to me. Think, rather, of yielding to
your worse and greater self. You, so lately and so rarely physical,
must share my mental hunger for the appetites. You will feed me
with thoughts of fulfillment? This passion that you have aroused in
mortal males, since born of the mind, on the mind must have violent
recoil. You will tell me--will teach me? I shall not bore you. If the
response of men diverted you, how much greater the diversion of a god’s
response! Is it not an ambition worthy even of you--to inspire the
passion of an immortal whose fervor has not been spent in birth or life
or death? Think of my tireless excesses, of my ingenuity, of my eternal
crave for you! Think of the procreative possibilities of a superman!”
“You explained to me yourself,” the girl-soul sobbed, “that nothing
could be created in Gehenna--that down here it is always too late.”
“It is never too late for me to do worse.”
“But this heir you speak of--must he not come of a mother as well as a
father? I, at least, am subject to the rules that govern earthlings. I
have been born of the flesh and I have died.”
“You quibble.” His frown showed irritation. “Aren’t you lifted to my
estate by our alliance? What you were doesn’t matter, except that your
late mortality brings new vigor to our line. What you are becomes
merged in me. What you shall be----”
The hand that pressed up her arm and gripped her neck pricked as with
many needles from his impatience. Her head he drew backward, as he
lifted to his knees on the couch and leaned over her. Her eyes dilated
under the close gaze of his. Her lips moved to the syllables of his
slow, low declaration.
“When the thought-lust in you has conquered your affectations--from the
moment of the consummation of the union of our minds--you shall be a
goddess--my goddess--for aye.”
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