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“Joy, you know that you can’t stay in that place alone,” said Jim.
“That’s one reason why I insisted on seeing you to-night—I wanted to
find out your plans.”
“Jerry wants me to stay in it till July—and it’s so much easier for me
in every way—especially practicing—than if I boarded anywhere——”
Jim shook his head. “This Félicie Durant you speak of, who lives in
Brighton with her great-aunt—perhaps she could persuade her aunt to
rent Jerry’s apartment, and then keep you as a boarder. If you suggest
that scheme to her, she might think of offering to take you in with them
even if they didn’t care to move.”
“That is—a good suggestion,” she said uncertainly. She was in that
state of mind where she hated to take any steps, make any plans.
“If that fails, you’ll have to apply to the Students’ Union for lists of
recommendable places,” he added with quiet finality.
“Oh, is that what one does?” She felt foolishly incompetent. “How did
you know?”
“I’ve been making inquiries myself. I knew you were alone there, and
that you couldn’t stay that way.”
Joy felt an embracing peace, the peace of decision in which Jim always
enveloped her. “Jim,” she said suddenly, “what have I ever done—or
been, except a foolish girl—that you should be so good to me? At the
very first, you did—more than I can ever repay—and then you went
on—always helping me, in ways that really were help—and understanding
so well—sometimes better than I understand myself!”
Jim looked at her across the table, and the keen friendliness dropped
from his eyes, all at once; leaving them naked. Involuntarily Joy turned
away her face. When his voice came, it was quiet, with a new current
bearing it along.
“It is because I have understood so well—that I’ve never told you what
I must tell you now. The brakes won’t hold—I think I have loved you,
Joy, from the time your lip quivered when you told me to take you back
to Tom.”
A pause while the Chinese waiter took away their dishes. Of all moments
to bring in his tardy self!
Joy started to speak, to falter her way with lips suddenly tender, but
he was looking away from her now and beyond.
“I think you ought to know, Joy—that I love you more than anyone else
in this world. You—you mean life to me.”
There was no wild heart-beat trembling in her being as she heard his
words, nothing but peace and a great content. “Oh, Jim!” she said in a
little voice, then waited for his eyes to meet hers. . . . It had not
come within the halo of dreams nor in the area of the disturbing thrills
of youth—it came in a golden calm. Jim was the Perfect Knight, of whom
she had dreamed in the days when she supposed one had but to wait and
the knight would come a-riding; the Perfect Knight, with spotless shield
and shining armour. The shield was his spotless life, making him more
than worthy of her; the armour was the white strength of his soul and
his body with which he had defended her at all times, since the very
first.
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