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“I’ve got to admit,” Jerry was saying, in rather an artificial voice,
“that in spite of everything it makes me feel sort of ill to see all
that joy-getter spilling itself away in such a casual fashion.”
Joy looked at her, and saw that her mouth was slightly twisted, her eyes
bearing a strained expression. It had evidently been more of an effort
for her than Joy had realized.
That Jerry could have stopped drinking altogether! Even to her
inexperienced knowledge it seemed an impossibility. Jerry was staring
into the bathtub again, with the hungry look of the street-gamin. . . .
Joy turned away, and with her old-time quick sensitiveness, Jerry
laughed and joined her.
“I don’t deny it isn’t hard at times and harder at others, old girl,”
she said; “but there are things in everyone’s life that are hard not to
do, and all the same one simply can’t do ’em!”
The day was unlike their old times together. On the surface, both girls
were affectionate, and delighted to be with one another again; but below
the surface everywhere intruded the man who had come between their
friendship, changing everything irrevocably. Jerry was changed. For the
better, one could not doubt; but nevertheless she was not the Jerry that
Joy had known and loved. She was softer, with that new glow within her
lighting everything she did or said. Her speech already showed
meditation, her manner was more reposeful. Content and love were fast
enfolding her into serenity—and, Joy thought, who wanted a serene
Jerry?
Their conversation was strained, although voluble. Jerry’s bristled with
mention of Phil, directly or indirectly. This stimulated Joy’s desire to
talk of Jim; and the realization that she could not, that she had not
Jerry’s excuse or right, brought effort into her responses.
They telephoned Félicie, and Jerry took them both to the Copley for
dinner, over which they lingered. Félicie was wearing her usual look of
unbroken loveliness, and arrayed for a Sixty Club dance in Brookline.
Her attitude towards Jerry was frankly pitying, which abated none the
less when she saw that Jerry’s attitude duplicated hers.
“It’s all right to act as if you’d pulled the moon down to earth, for a
while,” she said tolerantly. “I know how these things come out. Pretty
soon this one-man stuff will get monotonous. Monotony! Sooner or later
you see it in all married life! And you’ll get monotonous to him, too!
Husbands always get so _husband-like_ when their wives begin getting
always the same!”
Jerry laughed. “Better take the plunge like a shot the way I did,
Félicie. Then you’ll have no time to think up objections. Monotony! The
way I used to live—the way you’re living now—is the real monotony.
Continually seeing one side only of large numbers of young men—one
party after another—oh well, there’s no use wasting my flow of English
on the subject.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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