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“It’s awful for you to be alone, though, Joy,” she said. “Auntie
suggested that you come and stay with us—she’s deaf, you know, so she
won’t mind your practicing, if you don’t mind living in the little room
off the kitchen——I’d take you in with me, but there’s really no room,
the way everything’s fixed.”
Having decided to accept this enthusiastic invitation before it had been
issued, Joy surprised Félicie by being pleased with the offer of the
little room near the kitchen. “Of course, I’d pay board,” she said, “and
take my meals out.”
“Well, all right,” said Félicie, “only auntie will be annoyed if you
don’t eat with her. She’s lonely, now that I go out so much of the
time.”
They left the situation to be fought out with “auntie,” and Joy wrote
Jerry of her decision to leave the apartment as soon as she could get
her things together.
Jerry replied by bursting in upon Joy one morning in the first chill
days of April, while Joy was poaching a dejected egg in the kitchenette.
A new radiant Jerry, all softness and winsome, assured charm that is the
gain of those who are exorbitantly loved in return for their own great
love. She danced over the apartment in pretended high spirits at being
back, and then packed her clothes in a rush of concentration that
betrayed her haste.
“This is the first time I’ve been away from him—and I didn’t know I was
going to feel like this!” she confessed.
“There’s just one thing, though. You have no use for the wine-closet, I
take it?”
Joy had not taken a drink since the night she watched the effect of it
from the sofa, with Wigs and Davy babbling in her ear.
“Then,” said Jerry briskly, “we might just as well do a little
government-agent work.” At Joy’s look of astonishment: “Oh, I never
drink now. There’s—too much else to think about. Phil and I smoke
together—but that’s as far as we go. Seems funny when I think in idle
moments how I’ve taken it down all my life and now have just dropped it
off without—much—effort. But somehow, you don’t feel like the good old
stuff when you’re in love. There’s something about it——”
They took the liquor case by case to the bathroom where they became
carried away by an orgy of opening bottles and watching their contents
gurgle into the tub.
“We could bathe in champagne now, if we felt like it,” said Jerry
reflectively. “I’ve often thought I would, but I guess I was pretty well
doused on the inside when I had the little idea.”
Joy watched it gurgle down the pipe and thought of the inferno that
innocent-looking liquid could cause. . . . What it had caused in her own
experience. . . . In the lights and shades of the mixture tumbling to
the sewers where it belonged, she saw Jack Barnett’s face for a fleeting
horror, that shifted to Packy’s, quite as terrible. And she saw
Sarah. . . . And then they all blended together in a whirling mass, and
flickered away. The bathtub was empty. . . .
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