United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
“You can thank me—by not forgetting—what nearly happened!” he said, in
a low, even voice. “By remembering it—in connection with everything
else!”
Then he looked at her, as if for the first time since he had entered the
room, and grinned irrepressibly: “Excuse me—but you certainly do look
funny, with one side of your face so red and one side so white.”
She wheeled to the mirror, and confronted her uncompleted task. Terror
had struck her white as the sheets on her little cot. The splotch of
rouge on one cheek, gave a ludicrous, clown-like effect. She laughed
shakily. It seemed impossible in the face of her comic appearance and
Jim Dalton’s matter-of-fact manner, that but five minutes ago tragedy
and ruin had been stalking in upon her. When she turned again, Jim had
drawn Barnett up onto his shoulder, and was moving from the room.
“I’ll get him to the Delta-Delta house somehow,” he said in muffled
tones—“and anyway, he’ll reach downstairs without being seen.”
The door was closed, and Joy sunk to the floor, whither she had been
impending for several moments. In twenty-four hours she had run the
gamut of emotions. She had gone through fearsome revelation of what can
seem like love to a girl and spell something different indeed to a man.
She had seen how the thrills of innocence that scarcely knows why it is
thrilling, are as tinder to the flame of desire kindled by that same
innocence. She had enveloped man in the white mist of maiden’s
dreams—and then the mist had been torn away, leaving reality so
terrible that she felt she must go mad if she could not forget. Yet Jim
Dalton had told her not to forget . . . to remember it—in connection
with everything else! What had he meant? As if she could forget. . . .
Love was an idle dream; the reality, a hideousness that could not be
borne.
There was really nothing left in life—except to laugh and be gay!
It was half-past six before the orchestra played “The End of a Perfect
Day,” and hilarious groups began to straggle toward the fraternity
houses. The sun was trying to break through the heavy mists that hung
over the valley. Jerry halted her group on the crest of Chapel Hill to
enjoy the beauty of the country below; and while everyone gazed at the
valley wreathed in delicate mist split with traceries of gold, Jerry
looked wistfully down the long slope to the Kappa Beta house. In this
life, one has to restrain one’s impulses at times—but the question that
always seems to be coming up is, is this one of those times? Jerry
decided not, and shaking off her slippers, beat one of the track
athletes down the hill.
Having thus ended Prom, Jerry did not stop to wait for the others to
come and have breakfast on the fraternity porch. No anticlimaxes for
her. She dashed in the house, and up the stairs; but when she opened the
door to her room, she paused and whistled. Joy was putting the last
stages of a brisk morning make-up together, in front of the mirror.
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