United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
Sarah wheeled with an incredibly swift motion, and looked first to one
girl, then to the other. Then she spoke. “Oh—indeed!” she drawled; and
the echo of her voice lingered forever in the air.
II
In a house that was a mass of Mid-Victorian odds and ends, retrospection
of the dizzy whirl of Prom was unsettling. Nailed-down carpets, red
velvet furniture with lace tidies, antimacassars and ponderous
what-nots, cast a veil over jazz, jazzy flirtation, and jazzy routine of
life—the sort of veil that enhances while deadening the sharpness of
what it is thrown over. Time seemed to have halted some sixteen years
ago in the Nelson household and rested with stationary breath among the
old family portraits, with the death of Joy’s mother—a lovely, radiant
mother, so everyone said, who would have been a sympathetic and
understanding companion to her daughter during her girlhood.
Outside his business, which was very successful, Mr. Nelson lived in the
gallant days of ’80’s and ’90’s, when the ordered world shone with smug
serenity. He sat in his study and read back into Victorian times every
evening. Joy had early learned to regard him as a figure remotely and
theoretically pleasant, like Oliver Wendell Holmes or William James—a
figure to be acknowledged and respected, but with whom she had little in
common.
The only really beautiful thing in the house that time could not turn
bizarre, was the grand piano that Joy’s mother had left behind. It stood
in one corner of the high-ceilinged, wax-floored parlour, and Joy had
played on it and sung with it ever since she had been so small that she
had to be lifted on to the stool and held there while her baby fingers
struck the loving keys and she crooned strange, tuneless accompaniments.
Her mother had been a singer who had forgotten her voice when she met
George Nelson . . . and Joy had been told that she was the latest of
generations of wonderful voices. They rang in her mind and soul at
times—hauntingly sweet, sweetly insistent. She was the heir of all the
ages! All the beauty of their dead song was merged into her—what was
she going to do with these riches? But when the voices became too
insistent, Joy had always drawn back. She was queerly ashamed of “having
a voice.” In Foxhollow Corners, people who did that sort of thing too
much “got boring.” She wanted to be a real girl, to do the things real
girls did, and to have a Prince Charming waiting at the end of the
golden trail of girlhood.
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