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But the golden day had faded, the perfect moment passed. “We ought to
go,” Grant considered. “Mother would think Betty and I weren’t
entertaining you very well. Besides, there are some duty dances I’ve got
to work off, that mother’s been after me about for a long time.”
Joy bowed her head. What was this feeling of impending distress—it must
be only that the sun had set!
“We’ll get dressed,” said Grant, “and then we can decide whether it’s
too late to go or not.” He met her eyes with a twinkle in his. “I
dress—very slowly!”
“I’ve torn my evening gown—and it will take me a long time to mend it!”
Joy returned with a laugh, and they separated.
Joy dressed as slowly as she dared. Her head was aching—two days now
without her prescription. Was that why she felt so depressed? She had
brought the same blue evening dress, and when the work was over, even to
her anxious eyes she had never shone more gorgeously. The only question
was color. Her face was temporarily red from driving in the wind; but
she knew it wouldn’t stay, and it would leave her pale and dragged
looking, as she had been lately most of the time. Which was preferable;
to put on some rouge and run the risk of looking conspicuously painted
until the wind-burn died down, or to omit the rouge and face the
certainty of looking ghastly later?—She put on some rouge.
When she finally went down, about nine o’clock, Grant was on the piazza.
She stood in the doorway and looked at him, as he came towards her. Why
couldn’t all boys be like Grant—Grant, with reverence and purity
shining in those clear blue eyes——
“I was hoping you’d wear that dress,” he was saying. “It’s the one you
wore the first time I ever saw you——”
The first time already seemed impossible ages away.
“That’s why I wore it,” said Joy, in a matter-of-fact tone.
Neither kept the other in doubt by word or look. They looked now—and
then, because they were human, they went and ate a fairly good meal from
the lunch basket. Now there was no excuse for not starting to the
dance—but still they lingered.
“I never heard you sing, you know,” said Grant. “Can’t you sing after
eating—or will you sing to me before we go?”
They went into the music room, where Joy had already sounded out the
piano. “Singing right after a meal gives me an excuse for not doing it
well,” she smiled, but her fingers trembled as she played a few chords.
What if he shouldn’t like it? That would be something she could not
bear. Unconsciously music was already a part of herself. It would be so
hard to sing to him—the hardest singing she had ever done! “I’ll sing a
song called ‘The Unrealized Ideal,’” she said.
To most singers it is a handicap to play for themselves, but for Joy, to
whom playing was as natural and spontaneous as breathing, it was only an
added delight. She could almost hear her heart trembling as she
modulated into the song.
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