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“I lost my head then. ‘Sit down,’ I said. ‘Sit down and let me tell you
something. You’ve never seen me before. Well, I have you—in at
Charlette’s last February—I heard you talking to your sister about
“honour and truth and a sure intent.” That was the first look-in I’d
ever had on the subject. You were the first real man that I had ever
come within shouting distance of, who sprung such stuff, and those words
sunk in till they got sewed in me. All the more so because I was—and
am—in love with a man who’d never look straight at me till I made
myself over, and I figured it that somehow those words might be the
combination that would fix me up for him. I always remembered you and
what you said, and I’ve been trying to get all those three things. And
then when you turned up to-night I was as happy as a fool, thinking I’d
be with a real man and he’d give some more dope on how to be a real
girl—then you talk about ending it all, like any thirty-center up
against a dark pocket, and take me for Mazie-off-the-streets thrown in!’
“He didn’t say anything for a few minutes—turned away from me and did a
walk over to the piano. There was a bunch of French stuff on it that Pa
was trying to get soaked into me, and a book of Yvette Guilbert’s. Then
he turned around and I saw he’d lost most of his edge. ‘I want to beg
your pardon,’ he said. ‘I’ve never been so ashamed of myself in all my
life. But I shan’t curse myself for writing that note to you—no matter
what prompted me to do so. Of all girls in New York—to stumble on one
who remembered something I said—something that she thought was doing
her good!
“I saw he’d gone sober, and I put away the cup that cheers too loud. He
came up to me and looked me over—not hot this time, but impersonal. ‘So
you’re in love with someone—who—won’t look straight at you?’ He
squinted his eyes up and took in the general effect, the way I do when I
stand off and look at a model draped in a half-built creation. ‘War
times are not so busy but what I’d like to play Pygmalion for you.’
‘What kind of a game is that?’ I said.
“He laughed, and gave me a close-up of the Pygmalion-Galatea affair. I
didn’t mind if I had pulled a bone—there he was, as keen and peepy as
if he hadn’t been talking about putting a bullet through his brains a
while ago and glimming me as cool and impersonal as if he hadn’t hauled
my hand around a minute back. The main thing was that I’d given him a
jolt—and he’d lost his edge.
“When he left that night, he’d given me a list of books to wade through.
The newspapers had always been my literature—them, and people. But he
told me it would Galatea me some to follow the books for awhile. And he
also said he’d come up to the apartment again in two weeks—he only got
every other week-end off, usually—and see how I was working it.
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