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“After he went maybe I didn’t turn cart-wheels around the apartment till
the people underneath rapped on their ceiling with a broomstick, as they
had nothing to do around that time but sleep, and when people get that
way their mind runs on one track and you have to humour ’em. So I turned
in and thought till it was time to get up. You can always tell when it’s
time to get up—you’re just ready for a real sleep by then. I felt I had
done a good night’s work. By a trick shake of the dice he had landed
with me—and getting interested in my ‘case,’ as I had reeled it off to
him, had pulled him out of a pocket.
“I quit Hanley’s after that. I needed the evenings for getting those
books down. No matter what way I figured, there wasn’t any other time to
do it. He hadn’t supposed I did anything but sing, in which case I would
have had lots of time for his books. Every day of that two weeks was
just another day until he should come again, and when he did——He
looked so much better already that you couldn’t believe it was the same
man. First thing he did was to apologize again for the way he’d been the
other night. Said he’d never been so limp before and never would be
again, thanks to me. Then we slung a line of chatter about the books I
had surrounded, and he asked me was I getting along any better with that
man. I said no, I didn’t see much progress—which was the truth. He
said, well, he’d give me some Mid-Victorian stuff to dive into for next
time, and one book would do me. It was Tennyson’s ‘Idylls of the
King’—and believe me, Joy, it let in a whole new flood of light. I’d
never heard anything like it. When I got to the end of Guinevere I was
sobbing as I hadn’t since I was a kid and had had my bunch of papers
pinched from me. Joy, that book simply burst on me like dynamite. I’d
never heard of ideas like those before. If you read that when you’re in
love, it’ll either make you fall out with a thump or fall in harder than
ever. I fell in harder than ever. Could I wait until he came again? To
talk over the ‘Idylls of the King’ with _him_?”
Jerry spread out her hands, then looked at them and laughed suddenly.
“The action sags from now on, Joy. Because _he never turned up again_.”
“What?” cried Joy.
“He never showed up. I never have seen him since. I waited that
evening—God, Joy, I hope you don’t know what it is to wait like that
for a man who doesn’t come—when you’ve been waiting for days for that
evening—and then he doesn’t come—even when it gets too late,
hoping——And then the waiting afterwards—to hear some
explanation—some reason—watching the mail, jumping at the phone—oh, I
can’t go over it all again!”
“Perhaps he sailed for France,” Joy said.
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