I soon found that the lady was not insensible to the advances which I
made to her. Her position in the household was a curious one. She had
come a year before from Montpellier, in the South of France, in answer to
an advertisement from the Murreyfields in order to teach French to their
three young children. She was, however, unpaid, so that she was rather a
friendly guest than an _employee_. She had always, as I gathered, been
fond of the English and desirous to live in England, but the outbreak of
the war had quickened her feelings into passionate attachment, for the
ruling emotion of her soul was her hatred of the Germans. Her
grandfather, as she told me, had been killed under very tragic
circumstances in the campaign of 1870, and her two brothers were both in
the French army. Her voice vibrated with passion when she spoke of the
infamies of Belgium, and more than once I have seen her kissing my sword
and my revolver because she hoped they would be used upon the enemy. With
such feelings in her heart it can be imagined that my wooing was not a
difficult one. I should have been glad to marry her at once, but to this
she would not consent. Everything was to come after the war, for it was
necessary, she said, that I should go to Montpellier and meet her people,
so that the French proprieties should be properly observed.
She had one accomplishment which was rare for a lady; she was a skilled
motor-cyclist. She had been fond of long, solitary rides, but after our
engagement I was occasionally allowed to accompany her. She was a woman,
however, of strange moods and fancies, which added in my feelings to the
charm of her character. She could be tenderness itself, and she could be
aloof and even harsh in her manner. More than once she had refused my
company with no reason given, and with a quick, angry flash of her eyes
when I asked for one. Then, perhaps, her mood would change and she would
make up for this unkindness by some exquisite attention which would in an
instant soothe all my ruffled feelings. It was the same in the house. My
military duties were so exacting that it was only in the evenings that I
could hope to see her, and yet very often she remained in the little
study which was used during the day for the children's lessons, and would
tell me plainly that she wished to be alone. Then, when she saw that I
was hurt by her caprice, she would laugh and apologize so sweetly for her
rudeness that I was more her slave than ever.
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