Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Jewish fiction; Jews -- England -- Fiction; Zionists -- Fiction
“Anna had got it into her head that you would want to ride after the
hounds this morning,” said Rex, whose secret associations with Anna’s
words made this speech seem quite perilously near the most momentous of
subjects.
“Did she?” said Gwendolen, laughingly. “What a little clairvoyant she
is!”
“Shall you?” said Rex, who had not believed in her intending to do it
if the elders objected, but confided in her having good reasons.
“I don’t know. I can’t tell what I shall do till I get there.
Clairvoyants are often wrong: they foresee what is likely. I am not
fond of what is likely: it is always dull. I do what is unlikely.”
“Ah, there you tell me a secret. When once I knew what people in
general would be likely to do, I should know you would do the opposite.
So you would have come round to a likelihood of your own sort. I shall
be able to calculate on you. You couldn’t surprise me.”
“Yes, I could. I should turn round and do what was likely for people in
general,” said Gwendolen, with a musical laugh.
“You see you can’t escape some sort of likelihood. And
contradictoriness makes the strongest likelihood of all. You must give
up a plan.”
“No, I shall not. My plan is to do what pleases me.” (Here should any
young lady incline to imitate Gwendolen, let her consider the set of
her head and neck: if the angle there had been different, the chin
protrusive, and the cervical vertebrae a trifle more curved in their
position, ten to one Gwendolen’s words would have had a jar in them for
the sweet-natured Rex. But everything odd in her speech was humor and
pretty banter, which he was only anxious to turn toward one point.)
“Can you manage to feel only what pleases you?” said he.
“Of course not; that comes from what other people do. But if the world
were pleasanter, one would only feel what was pleasant. Girls’ lives
are so stupid: they never do what they like.”
“I thought that was more the case of the men. They are forced to do
hard things, and are often dreadfully bored, and knocked to pieces too.
And then, if we love a girl very dearly we want to do as she likes, so
after all you have your own way.”
“I don’t believe it. I never saw a married woman who had her own way.”
“What should you like to do?” said Rex, quite guilelessly, and in real
anxiety.
“Oh, I don’t know!—go to the North Pole, or ride steeple-chases, or go
to be a queen in the East like Lady Hester Stanhope,” said Gwendolen,
flightily. Her words were born on her lips, but she would have been at
a loss to give an answer of deeper origin.
“You don’t mean you would never be married?”
“No; I didn’t say that. Only when I married, I should not do as other
women do.”
“You might do just as you liked if you married a man who loved you more
dearly than anything else in the world,” said Rex, who, poor youth, was
moving in themes outside the curriculum in which he had promised to win
distinction. “I know one who does.”
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