Daphne: An Autumn PastoralSherwood, Margaret Pollock
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Daphne: An Autumn Pastoral
Sherwood, Margaret Pollock
Italy -- Fiction
In the great strain of the moment they both grew calm and Daphne told
him her story, as much of it as she thought it wise for him to know.
Her later sense of misgiving, the breaking of the engagement, the
penitence that had led to a renewal of the bonds, she concealed from
him; but he learned of the days of study and of quiet work in the
shaded corners of her father's library, and of those gayer days and
evenings when the figure of the young ascetic had seemed to the girl to
have a peculiar saving grace, standing in stern contrast to the social
background of her life.
He thanked her, when she had finished, and he watched her, with her
background of misty blue distance, sitting where the shadow of the
ilexes brought out the color of her scarlet lips and deep gray eyes.
"Daphne," he said presently, "you have told me much about this man, but
you have not told me that you love him. You do not speak of him as a
woman speaks of the man who makes her world for her. You defend him,
you explain him, you plead his cause, and it must be that you are
pleading it with yourself, for I have brought no charge, that you must
defend him to me. Do you love him?"
She did not answer.
"Look at me!" he insisted. Her troubled eyes turned toward his, but
dared not stay, and the lashes fell again.
"Do not commit the crime of marrying a man you do not love," he pleaded.
"But," said the girl slowly, "even if I gave him up I might not care
for you."
"Dear," he said softly, "you do love me. Is it not so?"
She shook her head, but her face belied her.
"I have waited, waited for you," he pleaded, in that low tone to which
her being vibrated as to masterful music, "so many lifetimes! I have
found you out at last!"
"How long?" she asked willfully.
"Aeons," he answered. "Since the foundation of the world. I have
waited, and now that I have found you, I will not let you go. I will
not let you go!"
She looked at him with wide-opened eyes: a solemn fear possessed her.
Was it Bertuccio's story of yesterday that filled her with foreboding?
Hardly. Rather it seemed a pleasant thought that he and she should
feel the bark of one of these great trees closing round them, and
should have so beautiful a screen of brown bark and green moss to hide
their love from all the world. No, no fear could touch the thought of
any destiny with him: she was afraid only of herself.
"You are putting a mere nothing between us," the voice went on. "You
are pretending that there is an obstacle when there is none, really."
"Only another man's happiness," murmured the girl.
"I doubt if he knows what happiness is," said Apollo. "Forgive me, but
will he not be as happy with his altar candles and his chants without
you? Does he not care more for the abstract cause for which he is
working than for you? Hasn't he missed the simple meaning of human
life, and can anything teach it to him?"
"How did you know?" asked Daphne, startled.
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