Psychological fiction; Science fiction; United States -- Fiction
Mesner crept nearer, then whispered. "No light. You can't even tell if
one of them's at home after dark. Why do they need a light? Go on,
watch the back door, Fred. And don't let this one slip by."
I heard the front door crash inward. A man wearing only tattered pants
ran out. He was thin and ribby like the dog, and I could see the
moonlight shining on the opaque whiteness of his eyes.
He ran directly at me. And I knew I wasn't going to try to stop him.
But I didn't know why. Then Mesner came out and fired a small gun,
smaller than the one under his coat. It wasn't the same. This was a
nerve-gun and it curled the synaptic connections between neurons.
The blind man collapsed and lay like a corpse at my feet. I knelt down
and felt of him. Mesner whispered for me to drag the old man inside. I
hooked my hands under his shoulders and pulled him into the shack. It
didn't matter to me now, nor to the blind man, I thought.
He hardly weighed anything. His eyes were fixed in a white silence as
Mesner shone a small flashlight into them. Then Mesner shut both doors
and pulled a ragged cloth across the single window.
He opened his case. He put the stroboscope on the blind man's head. The
bluish light began to flicker over the staring opaque eyes. I saw the
nerve-gun lying on the floor beside Mesner's hand.
"You're too late," I said. "He's dead. I wouldn't have dragged him in
here if I hadn't known he was dead."
Mesner was breathing thickly. His fat round face was pale and shiny
with sweat. "I know he's dead. He must have gulped a fast-action poison
soon as I came in the door. Maybe even the blind boys are deciding
things are getting too hot."
Mesner worked the stroboscope.
"But he's dead," I said.
"Brain cells are the last to die," Mesner said. "Maybe I can pick up a
little info yet."
It burst out of me then as from an abscess. The bottle cracked into a
thousand fragments. I lunged at Mesner. He seemed to roll away from me,
and then he squatted there in the flickering light. He leveled the gun
at me.
"So you're beginning to wake up, Fred!"
Probing a dead man. Questioning the dead. Even a corpse was sacred no
longer. The vile and horrible bastards, all of them.
"I don't care what happens to me," I said.
"That's noble of you."
"I'm going to kill you."
"Why?"
"You wouldn't understand."
"Maybe I wouldn't agree, but I'll understand, Fred. I know what you're
thinking. What I'm doing now is just too much. Right? The final
indignity one human being could inflict on another, right? A human mind
should be sacred, even if it's dumb. Even if it's dead. Especially if
it's dead. Right, Fred?"
I started around the rickety table toward him.
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