Psychological fiction; Science fiction; United States -- Fiction
"Because right now it's a necessary evil. SPA has problems, Fred. There
are still a lot of Eggheads running loose, causing trouble. And the
doubledomes still loose are the toughest ones to catch, and that's
our job. We've got to track down the old maniac physicists, chemists,
engineers, professors, psyche-boys and the like who are still working
underground. Until they're all caught Fred, we've got to live with our
own filthy brains. Because you see it takes brains to catch brains."
"But I have hardly any brains at all," I insisted.
"You'll see, Fred. You'll see."
* * * * *
Before I left his office that evening he gave me an SPA identity card.
My name and face were on it. Suddenly it seemed impossibly official.
All at once, I was one of the most feared and powerful men in the
State. Only I knew that the only one I really feared was me.
That card supposedly gave me a free hand. It could take me anywhere,
even into top-secret departments in Security. With it, I was immune
to curfew laws, to all social restrictions and regulations. But when
I went for a walk that evening, I knew I was being followed. Wherever
I went, eyes watched me constantly. Shadows moved in and out of gray
doorways and dissolved around corners.
After nine, after the curfew sirens howled down the emptied streets, I
walked fast toward the ancient rooming house in which I thought I had
always lived. Hundreds of silent gray women and children came out onto
the streets and began cleaning them with brooms. One by one, the gas
lights along the rubbled streets went out. I started to run through
shadows, and footsteps moved behind me.
A drunken man came out of an alley and staggered down the broken
pavement where weeds grew. A black car whisked him away. But no black
car stopped for me. I saw no one with a black briefcase either. I saw
only shadows, and felt unseen eyes watching me.
The old woman who had been run down by a black car still lay there
on the sidewalk. No one dared approach that corpse to get it off the
streets. No one knew who it was, or why it was dead. No one would take
any chances. One was just as suspect from associating with a guilty
corpse as a living neighbor named Donnicker.
Upstairs, I saw a splotch of blood on the hall floor. This time I knew
it was Donnicker's. It reminded me of the Dirksons now. And of who
could say how many others?
I lay down and took all three of tomorrow's tranquitabs. We were
allotted a month's supply of tranquitabs at a time, and we were all
compelled by law to take three a day. They knocked out worry and
anxiety usually. But now they didn't seem to do me much good. I
couldn't seem to go to sleep. This had never happened to me before.
Maybe Mesner was right. Maybe I did have a high IQ but wasn't
consciously aware of it. This being true, then I _had_ to be in SPA.
SPA was the only place a high IQ could be tolerated.
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