Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 1 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 1 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
Fiction
She listens rapt, as she always listens to each word and tone of the
beloved voice, and she fully realises the intense misery of the
situation.
Never to speak to Carl, never to see Carl, never to kiss Carl again!
Her cheek grows whiter, her spirit sinks, her courage to do right dies
an ignominious death; and a lump rises up in her throat, and then seems
to fall back on her heart like a great cold stone.
“Well, Zai?” he cries, not understanding her silence. “Of course you
think as I do, my darling! You know it would kill us to part. Oh, Zai,
you cannot surely be hesitating, you cannot be thinking of letting aught
come between us two! You _must_ feel that death would be better than
separation!”
“Yes!” she whispers, and now, under the moonbeams, he sees a lovely pink
colour steal over her face, and the sweetest, tenderest lovelight fill
her big grey eyes. “Death would be a thousand times better, I could not
live without you, Carl! I suppose it would be very wrong for us to go
away, but it would be impossible to stay!”
“Of course it would, my child,” he says quietly, as if assured of the
fact.
“If we could wait till I am twenty-one, Carl, perhaps----”
“No, no!” he interrupts imperiously. “Why, Zai, you can’t know how I
love you--how you are life of my life--or you would not _dare_ to
suggest such a thing. Two whole long, never-ending, wretched years of
feverish anxiety and jealousy and longing. They would drive me clean
mad! If you love me as I love you, you would not pause. You would have
but one wish, one thought--one resolve in your heart--to bind yourself
to me by a chain that no man could break, or woman either,” he adds,
thinking of Lady Beranger; “but you don’t love me as I love you!”
The wish, the thought, the resolve are in her heart of hearts now. She
looks up at his handsome face, meets the fervour in his brown eyes, and
her pretty white arms, bare almost to the shoulder and with ropes of
pearls glistening on them, steal round his neck, and her red lips plead
wistfully.
“Not love you as you love me, Carl!” she says, with her sweet mouth
twitching like a child’s.
Venus Victrix--as is always the case.
If she had said she hated him, and yet looked as beautiful as she does,
he would probably have adored her all the same, but now the clinging
clasp, the loving grey eyes, the tremulous lips, and, above all, the
abandon that love lends her, conquers completely, and the big strong man
is the veriest baby, malleable as wax, in the circle of these dimpled
arms and within earshot of the throb of his love’s true heart.
“My own, my sweet!” he cries, stooping and kissing her from brow to
chin. “I know you will come when I bid you, my Zai!”
“When you bid me, Carl,” she says, her head against his shoulder, her
eyes fixed on his face.
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