Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 2 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 2 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
Fiction
Zai answers nothing. With a sharp pang of misery and jealousy, she, too,
has noticed how devoted Carl seems. _Après cela le Déluge._
She is thankful when her mother orders “Home.” She is sick of bowing and
smiling when she would like to lie down and die; but nevertheless she
trips airily down to the dining-room, eats more dinner than is her
habit, and after this goes into the conservatory and plucks a couple of
the reddest roses she can find.
“Fanchette, make me awfully pretty to-night!” she coaxes, and the _femme
de chambre_ is nothing loth. Zai has every “possibility,” as she calls
it, of being _belle comme un ange_, and more than satisfies her
exquisite Parisian taste when her toilette is complete.
“She wants but two little wings to make her a veritable angel,”
Fanchette says to the English maid who assists her in her duties. “Mees
Zai is the flower of the house!”
“Flower of the _flock_, you mean,” Jane corrects.
“No, I do not,” Fanchette replies, offended. “I have _never_ heard of
flowers in a flock. I have heard of a flock of goose--and _you_ are one
of them.”
Meanwhile, Zai stands before her mirror. Her eyes are so sad--so sad,
that they look too large for her small white face.
“Oh, Carl! Carl!” she says, half aloud, “you have forgotten me quite!
And I love you--love you so much that my heart is broken, Carl!”
“Zai, the carriage is ready,” cries Baby, drumming her knuckles on the
closed door.
Zai starts guiltily. What right has she to be murmuring love words to a
man who will soon be another woman’s husband!
She clasps a pearl necklace round her throat, fastens a pearl star into
her bonnie brown hair, then pauses one moment.
It is the first time in her life that she has ever had recourse to the
foreign aid of ornament, and it seems quite an awful thing to her. But
no one must guess at her feelings from her wan face to-night. She had
not been proud with Carl because she loved him so, but she must be proud
with the world, and not wear her poor desolate heart on her sleeve for
daws to peck at.
She takes the two roses she plucked, pulls off their petals mercilessly,
then rubs them on her cheeks, and flinging on her cloak she runs
downstairs.
Lady Beranger is putting the finishing touches to her elaborate dress of
primrose satin and _point de Flandre_, in which she looks like an
empress, and only the three girls are assembled in the hall when Zai
appears.
“How do I look?” she asks, throwing off her wrap. “Fanchette says I look
_belle comme un ange_, and I want to be especially beautiful to-night!”
“What for?” three voices ask at once. “It’s only a State Ball, on the
pattern of all the others we have been to. The Queen won’t be there to
make anything different. So what on earth does it signify how you look?”
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