“You are not wicked, dear Lady Emily; but if you were, God would bend over
you, trying to get you back, like a father over his sick child. Will
people never believe about the lost sheep?”
“Oh! yes; I believe that. But then—”
“You can’t trust it quite. Trust in God, then, the very father of you—and
never mind the words. You have been taught to turn the very words of God
against himself.”
Lady Emily was weeping.
“Lady Emily,” Margaret went on, “if I felt my heart as hard as a stone; if
I did not love God, or man, or woman, or little child, I would yet say to
God in my heart: ‘O God, see how I trust thee, because thou art perfect,
and not changeable like me. I do not love thee. I love nobody. I am not
even sorry for it. Thou seest how much I need thee to come close to me, to
put thy arm round me, to say to me, my child; for the worse my state, the
greater my need of my father who loves me. Come to me, and my day will
dawn. My beauty and my love will come back; and oh! how I shall love thee,
my God! and know that my love is thy love, my blessedness thy being.’”
As Margaret spoke, she seemed to have forgotten Lady Emily’s presence, and
to be actually praying. Those who cannot receive such words from the lips
of a lady’s-maid, must be reminded what her father was, and that she had
lost him. She had had advantages at least equal to those which David the
Shepherd had—and he wrote the Psalms.
She ended with:
“I do not even desire thee to come, yet come thou.”
She seemed to pray entirely as Lady Emily, not as Margaret. When she had
ceased, Lady Emily said, sobbing:
“You will not leave me, Margaret? I will tell you why another time.”
“I will not leave you, my dear lady.”
Margaret stooped and kissed her forehead. Lady Emily threw her arms round
her neck, and offered her mouth to be kissed by the maid. In another
minute she was fast asleep, with Margaret seated by her side, every now
and then glancing up at her from her work, with a calm face, over which
brooded the mist of tears.
That night, as Hugh paced up and down the floor of his study about
midnight, he was awfully startled by the sudden opening of the door and
the apparition of Harry in his nightshirt, pale as death, and scarcely
able to articulate the words:
“The ghost! the ghost!”
He took the poor boy in his arms, held him fast, and comforted him. When
he was a little soothed,
“Oh, Harry!” he said, lightly, “you’ve been dreaming. Where’s the ghost?”
“In the Ghost’s Walk,” cried Harry, almost shrieking anew with terror.
“How do you know it is there?”
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