I believe some of my readers will not need this apology for Hugh; but will
rather admire the facility with which he rose above a misplaced passion,
and dismissed its object. So do not I. It came of his having never loved.
Had he really loved Euphra, herself, her own self, the living woman who
looked at him out of those eyes, out of that face, such pity would have
blended with the love as would have made it greater, and permitted no
indignation to overwhelm it. As it was, he was utterly passive and
helpless in the matter. The fault lay in the original weakness that
submitted to be so fascinated; that gave in to it, notwithstanding the
vague expostulations of his better nature, and the consciousness that he
was neglecting his duty to Harry, in order to please Euphra and enjoy her
society. Had he persisted in doing his duty, it would at least have kept
his mind more healthy, lessened the absorption of his passion, and given
him opportunities of reflection, and moments of true perception as to what
he was about. But now the spell was broken at once, and the poor girl had
lost a worshipper. The golden image with the feet of clay might arise in a
prophet’s dream, but it could never abide in such a lover’s. Her glance
was powerless now. Alas, for the withering of such a dream! Perhaps she
deserved nothing else; but our deserts, when we get them, are sad enough
sometimes.
All that day he walked as in a dream of loss. As for the person whom he
had used to call Euphra, she was removed to a vast distance from him. An
absolutely impassable gulf lay between them.
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