As I have attempted to tell a great deal about Robert Falconer and his
pursuits elsewhere, I will not here relate the particulars of their walk
through some of the most wretched parts of London. Suffice it to say that,
if Hugh, as he walked home, was not yet prepared to receive and understand
the half of what Falconer had said about death, and had not yet that faith
in God that gives as perfect a peace for the future of our brothers and
sisters, who, alas! have as yet been fed with husks, as for that of
ourselves, who have eaten bread of the finest of the wheat, and have been
but a little thankful,—he yet felt at least that it was a blessed
thing that these men and women would all die—must all die. That
spectre from which men shrink, as if it would take from them the last
shivering remnant of existence, he turned to for some consolation even for
them. He was prepared to believe that they could not be going to worse in
the end, though some of the rich and respectable and educated might have
to receive their evil things first in the other world; and he was ready to
understand that great saying of Schiller—full of a faith evident
enough to him who can look far enough into the saying:
“Death cannot be an evil, for it is universal.”
CHAPTER VIII. EUPHRA.
Samson. O that torment should not be confined
To the body’s wounds and sores,
But must secret passage find
To the inmost mind.
Dire inflammation, which no cooling herb
Or medicinal liquor can asswage,
Nor breath of vernal air from snowy Alp.
Sleep hath forsook and given me o’er
To death’s benumming opium as my only cure,
Thence faintings, swoonings of despair,
And sense of heaven’s desertion.
MILTON.—Samson Agonistes.
Hitherto I have chiefly followed the history of my hero, if hero in any
sense he can yet be called. Now I must leave him for a while, and take up
the story of the rest of the few persons concerned in my tale.
Lady Emily had gone to Madeira, and Mr. Arnold had followed. Mrs. Elton
and Harry, and Margaret, of course, had gone to London. Euphra was left
alone at Arnstead.
A great alteration had taken place in this strange girl. The servants were
positively afraid of her now, from the butler down to the kitchen-maid.
She used to go into violent fits of passion, in which the mere flash of
her eyes was overpowering. These outbreaks would be followed almost
instantaneously by seasons of the deepest dejection, in which she would
confine herself to her room for hours, or, lame as she was, wander about
the house and the Ghost’s Walk, herself pale as a ghost, and looking
meagre and wretched.
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