“Yes, my friends, even her most gracious Majesty, Queen Victoria, the
ruler over millions diverse in speech and in hue, to whom we all look up
with humble submission, and whom we acknowledge as our sovereign lady—even
she, great as she is, adds by her homage a jewel to his crown; and,
hailing him as her Lord, bows and renders him worship! Yet this is he who
comes down to visit, yea, dwells with his own elect, his chosen ones, whom
he has led back to the fold of his grace.”
For some reason, known to himself, Falconer had taken Hugh, who had gone
to him according to appointment that morning, to this same church. As they
came out, Hugh said:
“Mr.—-is quite proud of the honour done his master by the queen.”
“I do not think,” answered Falconer, “that his master will think so much
of it; for he once had his feet washed by a woman that was a sinner.”
The homily which Mrs. Elton read at prayers that evening, bore upon the
same subject nominally as the chapter that preceded it—that of
election; a doctrine which in the Bible asserts the fact of God’s choosing
certain persons for the specific purpose of receiving first, and so
communicating the gifts of his grace to the whole world; but which, in the
homily referred to, was taken to mean the choice of certain persons for
ultimate salvation, to the exclusion of the rest. They were sitting in
silence after the close, when Harry started up suddenly, saying: “I don’t
want God to love me, if he does not love everybody;” and, bursting into
tears, hurried out of the room. Mrs. Elton was awfully shocked at his
wickedness. Euphra, hastened after him; but he would not return, and went
supperless to bed. Euphra, however, carried him some supper. He sat up in
bed and ate it with the tears in his eyes. She kissed him, and bade him
good night; when, just as she was leaving the room, he broke out with:
“But only think, Euphra, if it should be true! I would rather not have
been made.”
“It is not true,” said Euphra, in whom a faint glimmer of faith in God
awoke for the sake of the boy whom she loved—awoke to comfort him,
when it would not open its eyes for herself. “No, Harry dear, if there is
a God at all, he is not like that.”
“No, he can’t be,” said Harry, vehemently, and with the brightness of a
sudden thought; “for if he were like that, he wouldn’t be a God worth
being; and that couldn’t be, you know.”
Euphra knelt by her bedside, and prayed more hopefully than for many days
before. She prayed that God would let her know that he was not an idol of
man’s invention.
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