Till friendly sleep came, and untied the knot of care, both Euphra and
Harry lay troubled with things too great for them. Even in their sleep,
the care would gather again, and body itself into dreams. The first
thought that visited Harry when he awoke, was the memory of his dream:
that he died and went to heaven; that heaven was a great church just like
the one Mrs. Elton went to, only larger; that the pews were filled with
angels, so crowded together that they had to tuck up their wings very
close indeed—and Harry could not help wondering what they wanted
them for; that they were all singing psalms; that the pulpit by a little
change had been converted into a throne, on which sat God the Father,
looking very solemn and severe; that Jesus was seated in the reading-desk,
looking very sad; and that the Holy Ghost sat on the clerk’s desk, in the
shape of a white dove; that a cherub, whose face reminded him very much of
a policeman he knew, took him by the shoulder for trying to pluck a
splendid green feather out of an archangel’s wing, and led him up to the
throne, where God shook his head at him in such a dreadful way, that he
was terrified, and then stretched out his hand to lay hold on him; that he
shrieked with fear; and that Jesus put out his hand and lifted him into
the reading-desk, and hid him down below. And there Harry lay, feeling so
safe, stroking and kissing the feet that had been weary and wounded for
him, till, in the growing delight of the thought that he actually held
those feet, he came awake and remembered it all. Truly it was a childish
dream, but not without its own significance. For surely the only refuge
from heathenish representations of God under Christian forms, the only
refuge from man’s blinding and paralysing theories, from the dead wooden
shapes substituted for the living forms of human love and hope and
aspiration, from the interpretations which render scripture as dry as a
speech in Chancery—surely the one refuge from all these awful evils
is the Son of man; for no misrepresentation and no misconception can
destroy the beauty of that face which the marring of sorrow has elevated
into the region of reality, beyond the marring of irreverent speculation
and scholastic definition. From the God of man’s painting, we turn to the
man of God’s being, and he leads us to the true God, the radiation of
whose glory we first see in him. Happy is that man who has a glimpse of
this, even in a dream such as Harry’s!—a dream in other respects
childish and incongruous, but not more absurd than the instruction whence
it sprung.
But the troubles returned with the day. Prayers revived them. He sought
Euphra in her room.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account