“They say I must repent and be sorry for my sins,” said he. “I have been
trying very hard; but I can’t think of any, except once that I gave Gog”
(his Welsh pony) “such a beating because he would go where I didn’t want
him. But he’s forgotten it long ago; and I gave him two feeds of corn
after it, and so somehow I can’t feel very sorry now. What shall I do?—But
that’s not what I mind most. It always seems to me it would be so much
grander of God to say: ‘Come along, never mind. I’ll make you good. I
can’t wait till you are good; I love you so much.’”
His own words were too much for Harry, and he burst into tears at the
thought of God being so kind. Euphra, instead of trying to comfort him,
cried too. Thus they continued for some time, Harry with his head on her
knees, and she kindly fondling it with her distressed hands. Harry was the
first to recover; for his was the April time, when rain clears the
heavens. All at once he sprung to his feet, and exclaimed:
“Only think, Euphra! What if, after all, I should find out that God is as
kind as you are!”
How Euphra’s heart smote her!
“Dear Harry,” answered she, “God must be a great deal kinder than I am. I
have not been kind to you at all.”
“Don’t say that, Euphra. I shall be quite content if God is as kind as
you.”
“Oh, Harry! I hope God is like what I dreamed about my mother last night.”
“Tell me what you dreamed about her, dear Euphra.”
“I dreamed that I was a little child—”
“Were you a little girl when your mother died?”
“Oh, yes; such a tiny! But I can just remember her.”
“Tell me your dream, then.”
“I dreamed that I was a little girl, out all alone on a wild
mountain-moor, tripping and stumbling on my night-gown. And the wind was
so cold! And, somehow or other, the wind was an enemy to me, and it
followed and caught me, and whirled and tossed me about, and then ran away
again. Then I hastened on, and the thorns went into my feet, and the
stones cut them. And I heard the blood from them trickling down the
hill-side as I walked.”
“Then they would be like the feet I saw in my dream last night.”
“Whose feet were they?”
“Jesus’ feet.”
“Tell me about it.”
“You must finish yours first, please, Euphra.”
So Euphra went on:
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