No sooner was Margaret out of sight, than, with the reaction common to
violent tempers, which in this case resulted the sooner, from the
exhaustion produced in a worn frame by the violence of the outburst,
Euphra sat down, in a hopeless, unresting way, upon the chair from which
she had just risen, and began weeping more bitterly than before. She was
not only exhausted, but ashamed; and to these feelings was added a far
greater sense of disappointment than she could have believed possible, at
the frustration of the hope of help from David Elginbrod. True, this hope
had been small; but where there is only one hope, its death is equally
bitter, whether it be a great or a little hope. And there is often no
power of reaction, in a mind which has been gradually reduced to one
little faint hope, when that hope goes out in darkness. There is a recoil
which is very helpful, from the blow that kills a great hope.
All this time Harry had been looking on, in a kind of paralysed condition,
pale with perplexity and distress. He now came up to Euphra, and, trying
to pull her hand gently from her face, said:
“What is it all about, Euphra, dear?”
“Oh! I have been very naughty, Harry.”
“But what is it all about? May I read the letter?”
“If you like,” answered Euphra, listlessly.
Harry read the letter with quivering features. Then, laying it down on the
table with a reverential slowness, went to Euphra, put his arms round her
and kissed her.
“Dear, dear Euphra, I did not know you were so unhappy. I will find God
for you. But first I will—what shall I do to the bad man? Who is it?
I will—”
Harry finished the sentence by setting his teeth hard.
“Oh! you can’t do anything for me, Harry, dear. Only mind you don’t say
anything about it to any one. Put the letter in the fire there for me.”
“No—that I won’t,” said Harry, taking up the letter, and holding it
tight. “It is a beautiful letter, and it does me good. Don’t you think,
though it is not sent to God himself, he may read it, and take it for a
prayer?”
“I wish he would, Harry.”
“But it was very wrong of you, Euphra, dear, to speak as you did to the
daughter of such a good man.”
“Yes, it was.”
“But then, you see, you got angry before you knew who she was.”
“But I shouldn’t have got angry before I knew all about it”
“Well, you have only to say you are sorry, and Margaret won’t think
anything more about it. Oh, she is so good!”
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