Euphra recoiled from making confession of wrong to a lady’s maid; and,
perhaps, she was a little jealous of Harry’s admiration of Margaret. For
Euphra had not yet cast off all her old habits of mind, and one of them
was the desire to be first with every one whom she cared for. She had got
rid of a worse, which was, a necessity of being first in every company,
whether she cared for the persons composing it, or not. Mental suffering
had driven the latter far enough from her; though it would return worse
than ever, if her mind were not filled with truth in the place of
ambition. So she did not respond to what Harry said. Indeed, she did not
speak again, except to beg him to leave her alone. She did not make her
appearance again that day.
But at night, when the household was retiring, she rose from the bed on
which she had been lying half-unconscious, and going to the door, opened
it a little way, that she might hear when Margaret should pass from Mrs.
Elton’s room towards her own. She waited for some time; but judging, at
length, that she must have passed without her knowledge, she went and
knocked at her door. Margaret opened it a little, after a moment’s delay,
half-undressed.
“May I come in, Margaret?”
“Pray, do, Miss Cameron,” answered Margaret.
And she opened the door quite. Her cap was off, and her rich dark hair
fell on her shoulders, and streamed thence to her waist. Her
under-clothing was white as snow.
“What a lovely skin she has!” thought Euphra, comparing it with her own
tawny complexion. She felt, for the first time, that Margaret was
beautiful—yes, more: that whatever her gown might be, her form and
her skin (give me a prettier word, kind reader, for a beautiful fact, and
I will gladly use it) were those of one of nature’s ladies. She was soon
to find that her intellect and spirit were those of one of God’s ladies.
“I am very sorry, Margaret, that I spoke to you as I did today.”
“Never mind it, Miss Cameron. We cannot help being angry sometimes. And
you had great provocation under the mistake you made. I was only sorry
because I knew it would trouble you afterwards. Please don’t think of it
again.”
“You are very kind, Margaret.”
“I regretted my father’s death, for the first time, after reading your
letter, for I knew he could have helped you. But it was very foolish of
me, for God is not dead.”
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