“That’s jist what I dinna ken. An’ I canna min’ whan I began to come here
first, luikin’ for something. I’ve tried mony a time, but I canna min’, do
what I like.”
Margaret had never said so much about herself before. I can account for it
only on the supposition that Hugh had gradually assumed in her mind a kind
of pastoral superiority, which, at a favourable moment, inclined her to
impart her thoughts to him. But he did not know what to say to this
strange fact in her history. She went on, however, as if, having broken
the ice, she must sweep it away as well.
“The only thing ‘at helps me to account for’t, is a picter in our auld
Bible, o’ an angel sittin’ aneth a tree, and haudin’ up his han’ as gin he
were speakin’ to a woman ‘at’s stan’in’ afore him. Ilka time ‘at I come
across that picter, I feel direckly as gin I war my lane in this fir-wood
here; sae I suppose that when I was a wee bairn, I maun hae come oot some
mornin’ my lane, wi’ the expectation o’ seein’ an angel here waitin’ for
me, to speak to me like the ane i’ the Bible. But never an angel hae I
seen. Yet I aye hae an expectation like o’ seein’ something, I kenna what;
for the whole place aye seems fu’ o’ a presence, an’ it’s a hantle mair to
me nor the kirk an’ the sermon forby; an’ for the singin’, the soun’ i’
the fir-taps is far mair solemn and sweet at the same time, an’ muckle
mair like praisin’ o’ God than a’ the psalms thegither. But I aye think
‘at gin I could hear Milton playin’ on’s organ, it would be mair like that
soun’ o’ mony waters, than onything else ‘at I can think o’.”
Hugh stood and gazed at her in astonishment. To his more refined ear,
there was a strange incongruity between the somewhat coarse dialect in
which she spoke, and the things she uttered in it. Not that he was capable
of entering into her feelings, much less of explaining them to her. He
felt that there was something remarkable in them, but attributed both the
thoughts themselves and their influence on him, to an uncommon and weird
imagination. As of such origin, however, he was just the one to value them
highly.
“Those are very strange ideas,” he said.
“But what can there be about the wood? The very primroses—ye brocht
me the first this spring yersel’, Mr. Sutherland—come out at the fit
o’ the trees, and look at me as if they said, ‘We ken—we ken a’
aboot it;’ but never a word mair they say. There’s something by ordinar’
in’t.”
“Do you like no other place besides?” said Hugh, for the sake of saying
something.
“Ou ay, mony ane; but nane like this.”
“What kind of place do you like best?”
“I like places wi’ green grass an’ flowers amo’t.”
“You like flowers then?”
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