But even her mother was not altogether proof against the appearance of
listlessness and idleness which Margaret’s behaviour sometimes wore to her
eyes; nor could she quite understand or excuse her long lonely walks; so
that now and then she could not help addressing her after this fashion:
“Meg! Meg! ye do try my patience, lass, idlin’ awa’ yer time that get.
It’s an awfu’ wastery o’ time, what wi’ beuks, an’ what wi’ stravaguin’,
an’ what wi’ naething ava. Jist pit yer han’ to this kirn noo, like a gude
bairn.”
Margaret would obey her mother instantly, but with a look of silent
expostulation which her mother could not resist; sometimes, perhaps, if
the words were sharper than usual, with symptoms of gathering tears; upon
which Janet would say, with her honest smile of sweet relenting,
“Hootoots, bairn! never heed me. My bark’s aye waur nor my bite; ye ken
that.”
Then Margaret’s face would brighten at once, and she would work hard at
whatever her mother set her to do, till it was finished; upon which her
mother would be more glad than she, and in no haste to impose any further
labour out of the usual routine.
In the course of reading Wordsworth, Margaret had frequent occasion to
apply to Hugh for help. These occasions, however, generally involved no
more than small external difficulties, which prevented her from taking in
the scope of a passage. Hugh was always able to meet these, and Margaret
supposed that the whole of the light which flashed upon her mind when they
were removed, was poured upon the page by the wisdom of her tutor; never
dreaming—such was her humility with regard to herself, and her
reverence towards him—that it came from the depths of her own lucent
nature, ready to perceive what the poet came prepared to show. Now and
then, it is true, she applied to him with difficulties in which he was
incapable of aiding her; but she put down her failure in discovering the
meaning, after all which it must be confessed he sometimes tried to say,
to her own stupidity or peculiarity—never to his incapacity. She had
been helped to so much by his superior acquirements, and his real gift for
communicating what he thoroughly understood; he had been so entirely her
guide to knowledge, that she would at once have felt self-condemned of
impiety—in the old meaning of the word—if she had doubted for
a moment his ability to understand or explain any difficulty which she
could place clearly before him.
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