This Gladys Todd, sitting amid the faded grandeur of the hotel parlor,
this handsome mannish woman in a tweed suit, with a snappy dog in her
arm, was not the same girl beside whom I had sat ages ago, watching her
paint tulips and sprays of wisteria, not the same whose voice had
joined with mine in the sentimental strains of "Annie Laurie." But I
felt that I had a duty, and I sat down on the sofa and held out my hand
and in a voice of pleading asked her again if she was not glad to see
me.
"No, David," she said, turning her eyes downward to Blossom.
I was quite unprepared for such a frank admission, and it came like a
blow. In all my thought of Gladys Todd I had quite accustomed myself
to the confession that I did not look with pleasure to her home-coming,
but that she might regard me in the same light never occurred to me.
This knowledge was humiliating. I had been holding myself to the
strict line of duty and honor, but I had never suspected that she might
be impelled by exactly the same motives. Now I was hurt. As I sat
staring at her I cast about for the reason of the change. In my case
it was another woman, but a superlatively wonderful woman. In hers it
might be another man, a superlatively wonderful man. The idea was not
pleasant. In my case there was at least the excuse of old
acquaintance. In hers the change must have come in a single week at
sea, where miles of walking on the deck and hours leaning on the rail
with elbows close together might have revealed some kindred spirit.
There flashed to me her action in turning from me, the watcher on the
pier, to ex-Judge Bundy, and in him losing all thought of me. But
ex-Judge Bundy was not a superlatively wonderful man. He was only a
rich widower with two married daughters, and was old enough to be her
father. My estimate of my own worth was not so modest that I could
conceive of my interests ever being seriously jeopardized by this
pompous maker of nails. It was pleasanter to think that the fault lay
rather in my own unworthiness than in another's worth, and my pride
urged me to combat her, to prove that while I might not be all that a
woman of her ideals could ask, yet my shortcomings were those of my
fellows in mass and not of the individual.
"I do not understand, Gladys," I said, and I held out my hand to take
hers and to reassert my old ascendancy, but I was foiled by Blossom,
who darted at me with such fierceness as to compel me to draw back.
"David, I'm so sorry," she said. She looked me in the eyes and spoke
with the even voice of one who had entire command of herself. "The
plain truth is that I have made a great mistake. I really thought I
cared for you."
"And now you think you don't," I said, brushing aside such an absurdity
with a wave of my hand. "Nonsense! After four years, you can not tell
me that you have suddenly discovered that you never cared for me. I
can not give you up for some absurd whim."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account