She shook her head. "It is not a whim. I see clearly now. We were
very young when we became engaged, and I didn't understand how serious
the step really was. In the last week at sea I have had time to think
it all over, and now I know it best that after this we be just
friends--nothing more. You will forget me. You will find another
woman worthier of you."
Little as I knew of women, I realized that while these last two
statements might be perfectly true, to accept them as true would sever
the last strand of the cord which bound us. At that moment I did not
want to lose Gladys Todd. She was very lovely as she sat there, with
her eyes downcast, caressing her dog. She was the promised reward of
my years of work. For her I had labored, scrimped and saved, cramped
myself in a narrow room in a boarding-house, and almost shunned my
fellows, to realize our dream of the little house on the bit of green.
At that moment the dream was very dear to me and I could not see it
wrecked for some whim. I grew belligerent. I reached out my hand
again, as though by mere physical power I would prove my unchanging
mind, but again Blossom was on guard.
"I shall not forget you," I said, and I folded my arms with grim
determination and fixed my eyes on her face to break her by mere
will-power. And then to what untruth did pride drive me? "I have not
changed. I shall never change, Gladys. I love you now more than ever,
and I will not give you up."
The light in her eyes was not quite so cold, nor was her voice so even
and at her command. "I am sorry, David, but you must."
"But I won't," I returned.
"Oh, why do you drive me to it?" she cried with a gesture of despair.
"Can't you see, David, that there is some one else to be considered?"
"Some one else?" I exclaimed.
"I didn't think you would be so ungenerous--so selfish," she said in a
low voice, while her hands played rapidly over Blossom's head. "I have
tried to be honorable and fair to you. But he was so kind, so good--he
is so lonely----"
"He--who is he?" I demanded, in my anger abandoning all effort to hold
to the honorable course to which I had set myself.
"You should not ask me," she replied, her voice growing hard. "After I
had come to know him, to know how fine he was, I really tried to keep
on caring for you, David, but I simply couldn't. I am fond of you, of
course, but not in the way I thought. You are too young. It is a
mistake for a woman to marry a man of her own age. She should marry
one whom she can look up to, honor and respect. Love in a cottage is
well enough to read of, I suppose, but enduring love must be built on
something more."
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