The great pines bent their feathery heads over her, and the wind crept
into the branches and softly sang a lullaby over the lonely little
pilgrim. Regardless of dangers that might be stalking about her, she
slept.
Quite early in the morning, before the first faint streaks of day had
penetrated the cool retreat where Dawn lay asleep, there came a soft
murmur of gentle music from the trees all about; and soon a sleepy
twitter brightened and grew into a chorus of melody, bird answering to
bird from tree to tree. Up and down and around, in and out and over,
the threads of song spun themselves into a lovely golden web of harmony
that seemed to shut the vaulted forest in loftily from all the world,
and in the midst of it all Dawn awoke.
It was quite gradual, her return to consciousness, as if the atmosphere
of sweetness and melody pervaded her soul, and stirred it from its
slumber in spite of itself, bringing new life and a great peace.
At first she did not open her eyes, nor think where she was. It was
enough that she smelled the pines and felt the soft lap of nature where
she lay. It seemed still, very still and restful; cool and sweet and
dark. That she knew with her eyes closed. Up above, where the birds
sang, she seemed to feel a golden light coming, coming, and knew that it
would soon grow into morning. But now she might just allow herself this
little time to lie still and listen and wait. There came to her
consciousness a thrill of freedom that in her fright and hurry the night
before she had not realized. For months now she had been half-planning
to run away from the things that were saddening her life, and now she
had done it. She was free! Free to order her small life for herself.
Down deep in her heart tugged the agony of a great loss, yet it was as
of the loss of something she had never really had—only dreamed of
briefly. She would not let herself think of Charles now. She wanted to
keep his memory as something sweet to take out and look at sometimes
when she was lonely, but that could not be until the first bitterness of
the shame of her union to him was past. She wanted to forget the scene
in his mother’s room, her terrible helplessness before the onslaught of
the woman’s tongue; and just to rest and feel that she was free.
Freedom meant getting away from Harrington Winthrop and from her
step-mother, and from her father’s wrath, or his possible efforts to
shape her life. What else it meant, she had yet to learn. She supposed
there was some place in the world where she might work for what she
needed. The thought of her livelihood did not trouble her. Youth feels
equal to its own support always, if it has any spirit at all. Dawn had
plenty of spirit, and felt sure she could earn her "board and keep." At
present, she was concerned only in getting rested and getting away as
far as possible from all the evil things which seemed to have combined
to crush her.
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