The day had been a long one, and filled with excitement, beginning with
fear and trouble, and preceded by a sleepless night. Dawn was very
weary now that she felt herself safe from the terror that possessed her,
yet she must walk all night, for it would not be safe to lie down, she
knew. She had heard of wild beasts lurking on the edges of towns, and a
wolf or a bear would not be a pleasant companion.
On she went through the sweet summer night, slackening not her pace,
even though there was now no longer need for haste. It seemed to her
tired spirit that she must go on and on thus, throughout ages, always
alone and misunderstood and pursued. The thought of her husband and
their beautiful day together seemed like some tantalizing dream, that
hovered on her memory and sickened her with its impossibility. Such joy
as his love offered her was too great for her ever to have hoped to
attain. Yet in her secret soul she knew she was glad to have had it,
even if only to have it snatched from her.
As she thought over her own hasty action in leaving her husband’s home
forever, she could not feel she had done wrong. Never, never could she
have lived with others taunting her that she had been married out of
pity—for that was what his mother’s words had meant. Charles had not
married her for love, but for pity, because, for some unexplained
reason, Harrington had chosen to desert her at the last minute. Her
exhausted spirit did not care to know the reason. She could but be
thankful that he had. Anything, anything was better than to have been
married to him.
All at once a wild fear possessed her that perhaps by leaving the refuge
of his brother’s home she had again put herself in danger of Harrington.
Perhaps he would find her out, follow her, and compel her to come with
him.
As the night went on, all sorts of curious fancies took possession of
her excited brain, until she started at her own shadow, and thought some
one was following her when all was still in the empty road behind.
Once or twice she sat down by the roadside to rest, but the awful desire
for sleep which crept over her frightened her, and she staggered to her
feet again.
The road wound into a lonesome wood of tall forest trees, so high that
the moon’s faint glimmer served only to make the path look blacker. But
now she was too dead with weariness to have any fear, and she walked on
and on into the blackness of the forest, with no care save to keep
going. At last, under a group of pines that huddled together as if they
were of one family, she stumbled over a great root that obtruded among
the slippery pine needles and fell headlong. She lay still for a
moment, dazed, and then the sense of relief and exhaustion became so
great that, without a thought of wild beasts, she drew her bundle up
under her head and continued to lie still on the soft, sweet bed of
needles.
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