But the elder man was lost in gloomy thoughts. He had a vague feeling
that Mary, out there in the moonlight with her bright-haired boy, would
hold him to account for the little girl she had loved and lost in life.
A sudden glimpse into the future had been given him, partly by the young
man’s words, partly by the beauty of Dawn herself. She was blossoming
into womanhood, and with that change would come new perplexities. She
could not stay always at the school. Where in the world was there a
place for his child? More and more he saw that the woman whom in the
fierceness of his wrath he had selected to take the place of mother to
the girl was both unable and unwilling to do so. He shrank from the
time when his daughter would have to come home. As he thought of it, it
seemed an impossible situation to have her there; it would be almost
like having Mary in the flesh to live with them, with reproachful eyes
ever upon their smallest acts. At that moment it came to him that he
was enduring the torments of a lost soul, his conscience having sat in
judgment and condemned him.
The stage-coach rumbled on, stopping now and again through the night for
a change of horses, and the two who sat within its gloomy depths said
little to each other, yet slept not, for one was musing on the evil of
the past and its results, while the other was plotting evil for the
future.
CHAPTER III
Harrington Winthrop kept his promise about the sweets. Five times
during the winter that followed his first visit with Mr. Van Rensselaer,
he invented some excuse to visit Dawn.
The first time he came, he found her in the maple grove behind the
pasture, with a group of other girls, all decked in autumn leaves and
playing out some story that Dawn had read.
He persuaded her to walk a little way into the woods with him; and when
he came to take his leave asked for a kiss, but Dawn sprang away from
him in sudden panic:
"No," she said sharply; "I have never kissed anybody but my mother."
Then, fearing she had been impolite in view of his gift, she added:
"We don’t kiss people here at this school. It isn’t the custom."
And she knew so little of the customs of the world that the incident
passed without further apprehension on her part, or understanding of the
young man’s meaning.
"That’s all right, my dear," he said pleasantly. "But don’t forget
about the house. I’m going to tell you all about it next time I come.
You still want a home of your very own, don’t you?"
"Why, of course," said Dawn; "but I can’t see how you can know anything
about it, or care. What have you to do with it?" And then with sudden
alarm, "Has my father been talking to you about any such thing?"
"No, indeed! Your father does not even know I am interested in you. I
care for my own sake. Didn’t I tell you that I liked you the minute I
saw you? And I’m just as interested in this future home of yours as you
are."
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