In spite of her prejudices, she was interested. She could not help it.
The longing for a real home of her own was great.
Then came the most difficult part of his task, which was to reconcile
her to himself.
Skilfully he led the conversation about till he himself was the
subject—his life since he had become a man and gone out into the world.
Pathetically he talked of his own loneliness, until he touched the
maternal chord in her nature and made her feel sorry for him. He opened
up for her gaze depths of sympathy, tenderness, and pathos, which were
purely imaginary and wholly impossible to his own nature. He launched
into details of his own feelings which were the inspiration of the
moment, because he saw they touched her. He told her how he had often
been lonely almost to desperation, and how he had many and many a time
pictured a home of his own, with a lovely wife at its head. The girl
winced at the name "wife," but he went steadily on trying to take the
strangeness out of the word, trying to touch her heart and fire her
tenderness; for he rightly read the possibilities of love in the
beautiful face, and it put him on his mettle to make it bloom for him.
He succeeded so far as to make her conscience sharply reprove her for
the dislike she had for him. Of course if he had been lonely, too, and
had had a care for her loneliness, it was a different matter. Perhaps,
after all, they had something in common, and he would not be such a
dreadful addition to the home she had longed for. At least, she had no
right to shut him out of a dream that he held in common with her, and
she tried to put aside her own feelings and look at him fairly.
So they walked the deeper into the woods, and while she did not say much
in reply to his eloquent words, she did not seem actively opposed. He
let his voice grow more and more tender, though he did not trouble her
with words of love. He let a care for her become apparent: as they
walked over the rough growth in the woods, he held the branches aside
for her, and helped her over a log, and once across the stones of a
little brook, touching her hand and arm deferentially. It did not
appeal to Dawn in the way he hoped that it would, nor awaken any
tenderness for him, but she let him lead her along a path which, had she
been alone, she would have cleared at a bound, and counted an easy
thing.
When he parted from her that evening to take the night boat, he gave her
shrinking fingers a slight pressure in token of the understanding
between them, and Dawn understood it as the sealing of a kind of
unspoken contract.
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