Dawn stood at the little window of her room and watched the two men go
down the path from the door. Through the small panes her eyes followed
them until they were out of sight, and her heart swelled with thoughts
strange and new and fearful. How could she go and live with this man
who had frowned at her innocent happiness? Would he not be worse than
the woman who had taken her dear mother’s place? And how could he be so
cruel as to look at her in that way? It was the look she remembered on
her father’s face the day he sent her mother away. It was the cruelty of
men. Perhaps they could not help it. Perhaps God made them so. But
that other one had been different. He had understood and smiled. Her
heart leaped out toward him as she remembered his look.
Was it because he was young, she wondered, that he had understood? He
had seemed far younger than his companion, yet there had been something
fine and manly in his face, in the broadness of his shoulders, and the
set of his head, as he walked down the path, away from the house.
Perhaps when he was older he would grow that way to, and not understand
any more.
She sighed and dropped her face against the glass, and, now that they
were out of sight, the haughty look melted into tears.
CHAPTER V
The day that Dawn left school to go back to her home was one long agony
to her.
All the other girls were happy in the thought of home-going, some of
them looking forward to returning for another year, others to entering
into a bright girlhood filled with gaieties. But to Dawn it meant going
into the gray of a looming fate where never again would she be happy,
never again free.
Ever since the day of the play when she had seen her future husband
frown, she had looked forward to her marriage with terror.
He had not come after that, but instead wrote her long letters full of
plans about the house, _their house_, that they were to occupy
_together_. The letters impressed that thought most deeply and made the
whole hateful to her. It grew to seem that it was _his_ house, and she
would be his prisoner in it. Yet somehow he had succeeded in impressing
her with the feeling that she was pledged to him in sacred honor, and
that it would be a dreadful thing to break a tie like that. This was
made stronger by her father’s letters, which now grew more frequent, as
if he sought to atone to his motherless child for the wrong he had done
her.
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