With trembling fingers, she unfastened her bundle, being careful to
stick the pins on the corner of her handkerchief in her hand-bag, where
she could find them in the dark. It was a work of time and care to
extricate the little gray frock from the bundle and be sure to lose
nothing in the darkness. She unrolled it cautiously, gathering the
other things within the largest garment she had brought, and then
slipped the dress out from underneath, first taking the precaution to
pin the smaller bundle together. Then she took off her mantle, slipped
out of her silk frock and into the gray one, all the time nervously
staring into the darkness of the fields through which she had just come.
What if some one should catch her now?
The blood pounded through her heart, and poured up into her face, as
though it were on a mad race to strangle her. Her hair was wet with
perspiration and clinging to her forehead, yet she felt a chill. It
seemed as if her fingers were growing wooden and clumsy as she turned
the silk frock inside out and folded it carefully, pinning it over the
other bundle, so that it would show only a gray cotton lining. The silk
mantle she put on again, and, feeling carefully about to see that she
had left nothing behind, she turned to face the blackness of the woods.
It was only a maple sugar grove on the edge of a prosperous farm, but it
looked inky black, and might have been filled with all sorts of wild
animals, for aught she knew. Yet she pressed on. She felt as if the
woods were a friend, at least. She had been used to walking among the
trees and telling her troubles there to the birds and breezes, and now
it seemed a natural refuge, in spite of its blackness. If only it were
the old woods she knew at the school, she would not be afraid at all.
But fear henceforth must have no part in her life. She had herself to
look out for, and she would never, never go again where any one could
talk to her as that dreadful woman had talked. She shuddered as she
remembered the cold, cultured voice, and the scorn that had pierced her
soul with a shame that she knew was unjust. Her rising anger helped her
to go on and put down any timidity that she might have felt, and
presently, through feeling from tree to tree, she came out to the other
side of the maple grove. Far away to the east she could see a pale moon
rising. She started toward it, keeping close to the maple grove, as if
it were a friend. The way led over two or three more meadows, and now in
her little gray frock she found it much easier to climb the fences.
At last she came to a straight, white road in the country, with the
slender moon hanging low over it. With relief, she climbed the
intervening fence and took her way along the beaten path. Her light
prunella slippers had found it hard travelling in the meadows.
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